layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P

It’s a very nice day. Yesterday, balik kampung, Kg. Kesom. Met my grandma, Tok. She looked very old and tired. Bile ingat2 balik mase kicik-kicik dolu, rase nyesal. Since I was a little child, my grandma and I always disagree with each other. Ade2 je mende nak fight, nak gadoh. Tok suke sangat bebel panjang2 sampai bingit aku rase telinga ni. Kire aku ni cucu yg degil lagi kepala batu dan kurang disayangi la..

Now she’s older and looked torn all over. Rase cam nak nangis pon ade. Naper dulu kitorang slalu gado ek? Hish.. mmg cucu yg derhaka.. Aku balik kampung, Tok sibuk nak kasi aku makan itu ini. Habis semua biskut kering, buah mempelam, rambutan, pisang yang dia simpan dia kuarkan nak kasi aku. Cold fried chicken pon ade! Terharunyeee…. :’) Sayang nye aku kat dia… what if one day she’s gone? Waaa waa! No! no!

Pastu, this morning. I woke up early so that I can catch a cab to town. Promised my boss to meet him for a meeting with a client in Awana. So, while in hurry I don’t get the chance to salam with Tok. Usually, sebelum balik aku salam lu ngan Tok. Pastu Tok slalu kasi duit skit. Kate dia, “nah, ambik buat minum teh tengah jalan nanti”. Today, no pocket money from Tok…

I dunno.. I’m afraid… I’m afraid if one day I go back to kampung, Tok is not there to welcome me home. Da x de nak sambut aku… da xde nak kepoh-kepoh nak jamu aku.. nak bebel2 aku sbb aku malas, suke bangun lambat, and suke kacau adik2 sampai dorang nangis.. what if..? no, I cant imagine… I love u, tok.. :’( I love u so much.