layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

after givin some thought -- may be i should find another job. more thoughts -- it's not that bad if i stay, things could change. and i dont know for sure whether the new place is better then where i work now, it could be worse.. avoiding problems that i faced now wont do any good. besides, there is nowhere to run! so the solution?? arrggh! juz a tot of my job gimme headache! i should further my study. better chances if I have a degree but.. so damn complicated to explain..

by the way, suddently while writing this post i'm sang this song.. i want to share with u guys. i love it.


Should I Stay Or Should I Go
by The Clash
The COmbat ROck Album


Darling you got to let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
If you say that you are mine
I'll be here 'til the end of time
So you got to let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

It's always tease, tease, tease
You're happy when I'm on my knees
One day is fine the next is black
So if you want me off your back
Well come on and let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An' if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know...

This indecision's bugging me (Indecisión me molesta)
If you don't want me, set me free (Si no me quieres, líbrame)
Exactly who'm I'm supposed to be (Dígame qué tengo ser)
Don't you know which clothes even fit me? (¿Sabes que ropa me queda?)
Come on and let me know (Venga, que me tienes que decir)
Should I cool it or should I blow? (¿Me debo ir o quedarme?)

Should I stay or should I go now? (¿Yo me enfrío o lo soplo?)
If I go there will be trouble (Si me voy va ver peligro)
And if I stay it will be double (Si me quedo es doble)
So you gotta let me know (Me tienes que decir)
Should I cool it or should I blow? (¿Me debo ir o quedarme?)
Should I stay or should I go?

This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....

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