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Monday, October 25, 2004
server down ari ni. boring giler. xde mende nak buat. tenet xleh surf. sangap nyeh.
9.00am - godek² try check mane yg xkena ngan server. hurm, xdetect network card.
1.00pm - ijie, bf kasma dtg tgkkan server tu. network card may be kena tukar.
2.10pm - ijie balik, dia ade keje nak kena ke ksb plak.
2.15pm - terkebil²...
5.00pm - ijie dtg lagi skali nak try reinstall driver network card tu kot2 jadi. tapi tak jadi gak lagi.
6.00pm - ijie balik. aku nak balik xleh. ujan lebat. al-maklum aku kan balik jln kaki. terkebil² lagi kat tangga tunggu ujan reda.
6.30pm - ujan renyai². nekad nak redah je. basah pon basah la. xkan nak duk situ jek sampai mlm. blk mlm lagi xseswai. xselamat.
aku pulang dlm kebasahan hujan. mcm syahdu jek jiwa. mcm sedih jek. camdoh pon ade gak. jln jek. cam xde perasaan. ape aku buat ni tgh² maghrib ni haaa? semua org syiok mkn kat umah memasing, aku duk terkedek² sorang diri.. singgah pasar ramadhan. da xde org. tinggal tokei² gerai duk mkn. beli ayam percik seketul. pastu blah. lalu kat satu gerai mkn ni. ade 2 3 mamat ngah bersantap. mcm biase. duk suit², panggil aku mcm aku ni anak ayam.. aku ngah xde mood nak tego² plak.. kalo ade mood pon xkuase nak layan de. straight je aku jln wat pekak.
tetiba dengar satu suara dr group tu sound aku.. "argh! muke mcm la lawa sgt! meluat aku! berlagak! ingat kitorang ni nak sgt betina cam tu? bodoh sombong! bla bla bla..." terkedu aku. terkebil² lagi. wat pekak je. bergenang air mate. sampai ati ckp aku centu... ape salah aku? kang layan ckp aku pompuan senang nak ayat. pompuan murah. xreti jaga diri. kalo tak layan centu plak dorang ckp. panggil aku betina??? sob.. sepanjang jln pastu xleh tahan air mate. sampai ati... sape yg bodoh sombong? sape yg berlagak? mane letak akal dorang? mane letak waras dorang? mane letak logik? mcm tu jenih laki pon ade? ckp main lepas jek... mcm org xde akal. mcm org xde moral. blom kenal aku lagi da ckp centu. aku x faham la. aku x puas ati! bongok nye la...
2 3 ari lepas aku hepi jek. hidup manusia mmg mcm roda. ari ni sampai mase aku duk kat bawah plak. hari² hepi pon bosan gak kan.. ade hikmah ni. sabar je...
dull. that's how i feel...
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:28 PM
This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
..: mY bUTt :..
- + fOoliSh thOt...
- + aduh!...
- + ape nak jadi...
- + penyejuk hati...
- + ramadhan is here...
- + haprak...
- + fuh!...
- + *ting *ting~...
- + kiss from a rOse...
- + kapala ku pusing pusing...
5 Comments:
itu la pasal. ckp mcm org xde akai. wat sakit ati jek..
msg tuk lelaki: jgn perbodohkan diri sendiri mcm tu. wat malu kaum jek.. caner nak jd pemimpin? pikir dulu sblom bukak mulut. ampeh tol
Ciannyer kat dia. Ape la bebudak laki tuh. Kate tak lawa la, tak berkenan la, tapi gi ngurat. Cam bodo jer perangai. Laki macam tu la... Pantang nampak pompuan comey skek nak ayat. Bila tak dapat pi kutuk-kutuk. Bengong ker hapa laki nih? Huhuhu... Gue pon laki gak. Adusss... Tapi kiter tak wat camtuh...
itu la pasal... mmg sakit hati tahap cipan. tp tu le tahap mentaliti sesetengah makhluk bernama laki. akai ade 9, pompuan ade 1 je. tp sayang, xguna sepenuhnya. bukan semua laki centu, sesetengah aje. tp yg sesetengah ni la yg memburukkan semua...
nobody's perfect.. may be silap nye dtg dr saye gak.. tp nak buat caner?? adakah patut daku layan atau at least sengih cam kerang busuk kat dorang, nk puaskan ati dorang?? gue pon gak tahu....
arap sedar²kan la diri kepada sesape yg pernah layan pompuan mcm tu.. kicik banget ati gue tau! sob..
Erm... jangan dilayan la lelaki2 camtuh... Rasenye memang la agak kuno lelaki yang suit2 nih tapi tak la melampau sangat sebab kat mana2 pon ada lelaki yang menyuit pompuan. Tapi kalo dah suit tapi tak dilayan tuh, jangan la nak belagak pi kutuk2 pompuan tuh. Ade pompuan tuh wat salah ker? Pikir la sendiri wahai makhluk2 bernama lelaki. Nasib baik nama gue Rudi. Akakaka...
huhu.. suit tu acceptable. :) suit la sampai gelebek mulut tuh. boleh terima lg. tp kalo da sampai kutuk centu, tu da xguna logik da tu. ckp kite bukan2. pikir la kalo dorang tu pompuan ade org suit, kalo layan konfom org lain yg nengok ckp pompuan gatai.
ape2 lah.. moga Tuhan tunjukkan jalan. amiinnn :)
-peace-
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