layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P

dont get mistaken. ah chu isn't ah chu that a chinese man named ah chu, ah chu is a sign that i got flu. ah chuuuu! adeh...

last weekend gue balik kampung. semalam gi selongkar bilik, cari harddisk aku yg rosak nak try baiki, dah berhabuk. gue gak bisa ngan habuk² nih. penasaran gue dibuatnya. waduh...

skali dlm express bus dr KT ke kemaman idung dah berair, badan da sakit², tekak perit, kepala pusing.. asik bersin aje. mlm tadi, tido ku terganggu.. demam la plak. adusss.. sakit nye...

ari ni kene dtg keje gak. ari tu da byk ari cuti. asik cuti aje kang org ckp aku curi tulang. ih.. merana nye.. when was the last time i got flu?? hurm.. nearly a year ago. mase tu keje part time jaga cc kat seremban. mase tu aku demam terok. this time not as bad as the last time, still i dont like how it feel. aaahhh.. i'm sick!

mengampunkan dosa kecil aku nih...


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"awak nampak sgt x nak jumpe saye. xpe, nanti kalu saye jumpe awk saye akan buat x kenal k.."

that was his last sms yesterday morning. i dont reply him coz dont know what to write.

somehow i felt reliefed. felt free. i'm so mean, am i..? i dont know how else should i handle him. it's all my fault. i started this mess and tried to make it clear by telling him i dont want to see him anymore. that everything is a mistake. a damn stupid mistake.

Ya Allah.. protect me from harms.. was it a solution of everything? would it clear up every mess i started? what should i do if things get worse?

what if things get worse...?

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0451 pm:

aku mintak ngan boss nak balik awal. demam ar. mcm melarat la plak. adeh... nak menumit pon xlarat rasenye nih. tompang balik ngan aya la ari nih.. adeh...

td baru kol boss aku mintak nak balik awal, dia dah izinkan. pastu dia mintak kerjasama ngan aku plak. kalo ade girl name Z (name dicensored) kol ke opis, jgn bgtau dia yg boss aku da kawen... ckp yg aku xtau.. auww.... nak tersedak aku! lahai pakcik.. why must i help him? should i? what credits would i get? damn, i dont want to get involve in his personal thingy. i had enuf!

sesape yg kenal boss aku tu, jgn nak jadikan ini satu isu. i wrote and post stuffs here, not for some stupid gossips to talk around. oops.. emo telah dikesan... :P~ didnt mean to k. jgn marah..

ape nak jadi tah..