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..: YM :..
..: vOte or dead?! :..
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
i got the job!!
tp naper aku konfius dan serba salah amat nih?? masalah nye kontrak dol. risiko nih. mcm menggadaikan nyawe. pergghhh
gaji dia offer masyuk siot. basic dia kasi 4 angka. excluded OT, kalo OT lg beso la nilai 4 angka tu.. tuing tuing.. biru mate itam ku.. tp bile pikirkan xde jaminan, temporary, hati ini gundah gulana plak.. susah nye nak survive.
da tu kol bi tak dapat. ilang arah. i need him now.
instinct aku kate stay, nafsu aku kate go, hati aku kate stay, akal aku kate go. bodi aku kate ape ar?? bodi aku telah tersepit di tengah² perbalahan antara rational and emotion.
aku ni menggelabah la.. tarik nafas dulu..
kalo aku pegi, means besok last day aku kat sini...
ekceli.. i olredi said yes. a bit excited.
but confused.. why confused?
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 4:58 PM
This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
..: mY bUTt :..
- + denyutan kepalaku...
- + mamahan jiwa...
- + kesangapan dirimu...
- + incomplete...
- + dilemma...
- + to x-kpmb 1st gath...
- + no one to save my soul...
- + Muhamad Idris Iskandar...
- + love day...
- + tahun ayam dan maal hijrah...
3 Comments:
aku dah bace citer ko.. as a frenz, i think better u stay.. stay.. n stay.. 3 bulan jer madah. tak lame tau! pejam celik pejam celik, dah 3 bulan. sedangkan kalo kontrak 6 bulan pun ko kene pk 5, 6 kali gak.. lain la kalo kontrak tu 1 tahun ker. boleh la survive sikit. sempat gak la nak cari keje lain sementara tu. tapi aku tak tau pulak kalo ko ade perancangan lain lepas tu.. ape2pun, 3 bulan memang sekejap. pecaye la..
pk lah masak2. ala kalo ko nak 'closed' ngan bi ko tu.. bile2 pun boleh. kalo jumpe tiap ari pun, satu ari nanti boring gak kan! alih2 kalo nampak dia kluar makan ngan ppuan lain. jeles tak bertempat pulak.. so, pk2 kan lah kawan ku.. its just my suggestion n opinion..
-apitt
thnx dude.. really appreciates it..
ekceli aku decide nak accept keje tu bukan la dipengaruhi bi yg keje kat tempat yg same. tp tu kire extra advantage je.
mmg ade plan, tp kte hanya mampu merancang dan tu la yg merisaukan dan mengketaqkan lulut aku, takut plan2 tp tak jadi..
keje kontrak kat petronas mmg jarang yg lame lebih2 lagi kalo yg kat admin. lain la kalo technical division.. tp selalunye org yg amik kontrak akan dpt peluang sambung lg tuk projek seterusnya tp still as contract worker. jarang dan amat la susah nak masuk as permenent worker tp dgn mengecualian tertentu (ayat skema hehe).
satu lg reason yg menguatkan semangat aku nak resign, keje kat tempat skang sgt slow dan aku tak dpt byk peluang kat sini. co ni sgt bagus dan berkembang pesat tp aku x nmpak mase depan yg terjamin cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang kat sini. da la gaji tak naik2.. heh. aku pikir at least kat petronas aku leh belaja byk lg, so lebih prepare tuk kerjaya di mase depan (lg skema)
aku pon tatau decision aku ni betol ke tak.. isk.. ko doakan la tuk aku gak ye..
hmm.. ok! its up to u. aku doakan kejayaan ko. ;-D good luck n take care!
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