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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
menggigil aku dlm aircond ni....
uuuhhhhh... pagi ni hujan lebat gile! pergghhh..... xnampak ape pon kat depan, aku ingat nampak dlm 100m je. kete sume pon slow je.. basah sekerat, dr kaki sampai pinggang...
alhamdulillah... rahmat dari Tuhan ni. xde ujan ni, xde la manusia....
alhamdulillah lagi, tunang aku (hihihihihihi) sudi menjemput menghantar aku gi dan balik keje. sejak dua menjak hujan tak renti ni, dia kesian la kot tgk aku, mira n itto basah kuyup. aku pon xsanggup nak bawak itto kuar, bahaye loh... lagipon kesian kat itto, demam satgi. huhuhu
musim tengkujuh cam ni, perut aku asik lapo aje. breakfast satni pekena nasi minyak sebungkus, nescafe (menceriakan hari anda) semug... uhhhh sungguh enak sekali.. sambil mkn pandang kat tingkat pantry, hujan lebat amat, langit gelap je, kelam ngan air ujan yg sarat menyembah bumi.
suasana bfast aku pagi ni mengingatkan aku mase kat Atrax dulu. bile da xde mende sgt nak buat, pekena nescafe kat pantry blakang opis, kalu lapo turun kat restoren kat bwh beli nasi minyak. sambil minum, bulih tgk view time ujan lebat, nampak atap² perumahan kat blakang opis. bunyi ujan menimpa atap, kuat tp sedap je bunyi dia kat telinga aku. tenang je. mase tu aku balik keje menapak, musim ujan mcm ni pon aku redah le jugak sbb xde transpot. seksa idup mase tu.... kat opis plak xde kwn, sorg diri. berdua ngan bos aku tu je. nak berbaik ngan dia jauh skali, blom ape² da kena hentam ngan bini dia ckp aku sial tackle laki dia.. cis.... a memory with a crazy woman. dammit... that crazy woman turned my life upside down....
tp, life aku skarang jauh lebih tenang dr dulu. x mcm kat atrax minum sorg diri ngan otak ligat, serabut, pagi ni, aku minum ngan mira, abg di, n abg muazam. borak², gelak²... xde masalah berat yg duk berpusing ligat dlm otak. feel free. syiok je rase dia.... :)
hari² plak leh jumpe bi, tgk dia, marah dia, gelak ngan dia.. thank God... decision balik trg sbnrnye menyelamatkan aku... kalo la aku still kat KL...... tah ape aku buat skrang, tah ape yg da jadi kat aku skrang...
everything happened for a reason...
alhamdulillah dengan hujan ni. alhamdulillah dengan semua yg ade pada aku skarang ni...
alhamdulillah...
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:44 AM
This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
..: mY bUTt :..
- + a small house at kampong limbong...
- + the engagement...
- + selamat ari raye...
- + 4th year...
- + 13 days to go...
- + Ramadhan da tiba...
- + the jumaat...
- + mourning day...
- + my pinked cheeks...
- + she's an asshole...
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