layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P

lame tak posting... windu nyeeee.....

baru lepas MC 2 ari. liat beno nak bangun pg td. pagi² tersengih tgk org sebelah.. hihi.. my husband.. :) rambut kusut masai, muncung je muke baru bangun tido, mate tak bukak lg, liat, rambut da pendek mcm budak tingkatan 3, comel, dan aku sayang sgt dia.. a kiss on the chin, one more on the nose, pahtu bgn mandi leeee.... pagi ni ne gi keje..

this is my new life, a new beginning, a new set of daily routine.. very exciting..

semua da berubah. x de yg same mcm dulu lg. i'm no longer alone. i have someone. definitely different. totally have changed.

yup, a bit tiring, with double or may be triple of responsibilities, kemas rumah, extra laundry, the most malas-nak-buat-since-aku-anak-dara = lipat kain, berbakul² plak tu, went shopping kat wet market to buy some fresh fish and vegi (funny! kekok gile..), need to do the cooking every day, 3 or 4 times on weekends! yup.. jgn tak percaya...... breakfast, lunch, tea, and dinner. silap² tgh mlm time tgk bola tu pon aku ne goreng cekodok. semua aku masak sendiri tauuuuuu... huh bangge gile...

12 Jun aritu pindah balik rumah rasau. kerja² mengemas rumah da buat sikit². lepas majlis aritu, letih semacam je badan aku ni. huih.. mau nye idok, ke hulu ke hilir, sedara duk nepon ajak dtg umah. letih dol. pitih abih mcm air je.. mmg nazak ar memula ni.. x pegi kang sedara sendiri, nnt susah payah kat dorg jugak kite nak cari. lg pon mmg adat la kan, dorg mesti nak kenal sedara baru dorg ni.. :) MC 2 ari smlm aku bebetul spent tuk kemas rumah. tu pon rase nye baru 30%. byk lg nak kena buat, tp slow² ar. da senak pinggang aku ni. erm.. kami duk rumah tinggalan arwah umi. alhamdulillah. kami x payah susah nak cari umah baru. rumah ni pon da cukup
bagus dan selesa.

i love my new life. sronot tauu..! yg paling penting, kena buat dengan ikhlas. bile ikhlas, semua jd senang. hati pon x sesak.

one more thing, lepas kawen ni ade satu perasaan semacam ketenangan berganda gitu.. erm.. damai je. even letih sikit nak fix the changes here and there, tp ketenangan tu ade.. semacam keinsafan jugak. setiap yang aku buat tu rase berbaloi. rase bermakne... :) biar lah berkekalan hendaknye..

i am happy. damn.. i am very happy!

sape x epi beb..... hihihi.. i am now married to the man i loved...! :)~ both of us are soooo much in love with each other, even deeper than before...

gosh!! too much of feelings, x tau cane nak share..!

God, let all my frens be with the person they loved!! then they'll know how happy i am rite now.... thank you, Allah..