..:[ is it really hard to live? ]:..
surf and surf and surf, then i found this weblog; qistinagirl2.
really-really interesting, and i called her a mysterious owner. all day i’ve been reading her postings (nothing else to do). i guess she 38 now. there is no name (erm.. her name is Anie but i'm not sure, yet), and there is no way to contact her. even i cant write comments to her postings. she started posting since january this year. her husband passed away last year and she write everything she got in her mind, her feeling towards everythings around her.. life is never easy.. cant imagine myself at 38. ape aku buat time tu? how do i look? would i change? sure, i’ll look older. i mean the way i think. will i ‘look’ at things around me differently? can i stand all the harshness and the hardness just to have a simple gud life? is it really hard to live?
these few months, i have learned a bit taste of life, to live independently, to stand on my own 2 feet (well, i guess not really.. i still need somebody to support me, mentally and physically). i guess what i’ve been through is just 1/1000. how can people stand all the pressure of living and live till the age of 60???
i just cant imagine.. really hard to imagine...
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pray to god and he ill guide u
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