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..: YM :..
..: vOte or dead?! :..
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
umi sakit.. xtau le ape jenih penyakit centu. gi spital, spital kate x sakit. tp wiken ni aku tgk² kan umi kat umoh mok (nenek), umi mmg sakit.
demam umi dr hari raye ke-7 aritu, sampai arini demam lagi. aritu naik biji² air kat blakang umi kecik², arini biji² air tu naik satu badan, paling byk kat blakang umi, da pecah, berair, berdarah, busuk, merah² nampak daging² umi. seminggu umi xmakan, tekak umi bengkak ngan biji² air yg da pecah. sakit.. umi mmg tgh sakit. umi xleh baring, bahu umi
kejang asik duk baring mengiring xleh bergerak. camane doktor kate umi xsakit??
aku xleh buat ape, takat picit pelan² takut umi sakit, tgk je mmg da terasa pedihnye, inikan plak tubuh tua umi..
apepon, mlm td aku tgk umi da makin ok. mlm umi da x mengaduh kesakitan sgt, kadang² terlena jugak dia seminit dua. kadang dia tersentak mcm terjaga dr mimpi. bi semalaman xtido, temankan umi. aku xlarat nak tunggu tido jugak. pagi² lepas subuh, aku n bi da bertolak balik paka, pagi ni kami ne masuk keje.
arap umi makin baik. biar la umi makin baik.
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 2:00 PM


This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
..: mY bUTt :..




- + gigilan ku...
- + a small house at kampong limbong...
- + the engagement...
- + selamat ari raye...
- + 4th year...
- + 13 days to go...
- + Ramadhan da tiba...
- + the jumaat...
- + mourning day...
- + my pinked cheeks...
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