..:[ x nak!! aku x nak transfer keje KL!! waaaa!! ]:..
gosh.. wat should i do??? tadi pagi vice boss kol bagitau aku kena transfer keje KL!! aarrgghhh!! xnak! how to excuse? i wasnt given any choices! dammit! i got the rite but i cant say a word! dammit! dammit! camane ni...
aku balik ganu sbb nak away from KL. now? i got to go back there?? no! damn...
how? how to excuse? wat should i do? wat should i say? i cant think rite now. i really dont wanna go. i really dont want to leave here.. :'(
aduss.. i cant see a bright future kalo still duk keje kat sini. now da nak 2 bln. still i cant see any improvement or any opportunity for me to set up a better plan for my future. ari-ari aku byk lepak dr keje. byk ngadap internet than buat keje. da mmg xde keje. nak buat caner. adus.. pening kepela aku pikir, ape aku nak buat pasni. ikut ati nak je aku vacuum ke satu opis, lap2 tingkap ke, cuci2 dinding, meja kerusi.. tapi xmunasabah plak ari2 nak wat mende gitu. ni pon, nasib baik ade streamyx kat opis. kalo tak? mati kutu aku... adeh..
met this guy, Eddy at Pantai Selamat. he sooo cute la! nasib baik da ade pakwe. kalo x, nak je aku ngorat2.. hehehehe.. (sori bi, watever pon, bi alwiz on top of my heart)
at first, i never thought he would greet me. ye la, org ensem slalu berlagak. slalu ingat semua girls tangkap leleh ngan dia. so aku wat dunno jek le. sape tau, tetiba dia mintak fon no aku.. hish.. biar betot. ni la laki. gelojoh. arap muke ensem tp gelojoh. aku pun ngelat situ ngelat sini le. x de koje nak kasi kat dia. sat gi dia duk kol ajak kuar la ape la. malas ar. da tu, sampai umah nyesal la plak.. ensem tuuuuuu... hehehehee
lindu la sama bi.. wiken camni pon payah nak jumpe dia. hurm, dia da bagitau ari tu dia bz skit 2 3 ari ni. nanti nak gi kluang agi. tinggal la daku seorang diri di cini..
al kisah hidup aku ni xpernah senang. ade jek yg dengki. yg aku ingat xde nafsu nak dengki, jenih talam 2 muke plak.. kat depan pijak semut xmati, semut plak pijak dia, kat blakang, perrgghhh.. lom sempat pijak, gajah dah mati.. (ape aku ngepek nih ha??) aduhai.. ape la nasib malang ngat neh.. niat di ati nak cari rejeki halal. tp.. sob sob.. why?? whyyy mee????
smlm aku dpt tau, org yg paling aku caya (kat kemaman je le) da tikam aku kat blakang. patot la sakit semacam je blakang aku smlm. hurm.. susah tol manusia ni yek. dia bleh plak buruk2kan aku. hiii.. salah ckp kang kurang hajo, xcakap kang aku ni lemah, budus, sesenang nak pijak2.. ingat ape?? hiii.. sedih nye...
sejak2 aku balik ganu ni, ade2 jek cobaan dan jugak rintangan (eceh). kadang tu terpikir gak. betol ke keputusan aku balik ganu ni. hiii.. kalo cam ni la.. baik aku duk kl nu. xyah balik kg dah.. nyesal pon ade..
ape pon, sure ade hikmah ni kan, kan, kan?? butekan mate, pekakkan telinga.. sabar, sabar slagi bulih sabar... :(~
hahahhaha.. sonot.. smlm aku jumpe old fren aku mase skola dulu. last time aku ingat aku jumpe dia, nearly 3 years ago. da lame sgt. dia x byk brubah la. cute miut cam dulu. maintain jek. aku gak yg da lain gitu-gitu :P
al-kisah aku ade kete, kete pinjam je le. da tu merayap je le keje aku. alang2 mary pon ade kat kemaman, aku ajak la kuar.. x terkate mule nye. maklum le, bertahun x jumpe. byk sgt mende nak di cerita sampai x tercerita. terkedu+malu2 kucing lagi ha.. hihihi da lame tu, much better la. dia still single tuh. x berubah prangai dia :) dulu mase kat skola, dia la besfren aku yg terhebat. cewah.. byk yg kitorang share. suke duke, gelak tangis, cerita ceritut taik mate beso lutut, all girl's talk.. besh gile bile ingat2 balik sumer tuh..
kan sonot kalo leh wat gathering. tp nak handle mendalah gath ni bukan kije mudah.. da byk kali, asik cancel manjang.. x dapet nak nolong. masing2 sibok blajar, ade yg da keje, da kawen pon ade.. sikit nye susah nak kumpul sumer. semua duk bersepah seluruh mesia.. lagi lah.. duk obersi pon ade..
to all my prens, windu la kat korang... may ALLAH bless u.. amin..
yeah.. this is my grandma.. isn't she cute.... hihihiihihih.. tu xde gigi palsu tuh. dia lupe mane letak. kalo ade pakai, huih cun abih tu... :) cayang dia
my mom, grandma n me!
n this is my mom. kat tengah tu saye ler... gomox kan?! arrgghhh tidak!! ayyok.. any tips how to lose weight? :P~ tolong la aku yg gomox ini....
muahahahha.. today's my besday. nuttin interesting. no party. no cake. juz few wishes. sumer org da bz skang. so i understood the situation. xde la nak demand. wish dr org yg aku sayang pon enuf ape. :P
so, madah.. hepi besday to u la yek.. hihihi
This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles..
How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes.
How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say.
How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose.
How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....