..:[ goodbye 2004 ]:..
ari ni last day keje, sok start cuti, sampai 4th of january. amik annual leave. tomorrow, i'm gonna take a bus to JB. lepak cuti² malaysia kat JB plak tahun nih. beh nyeeee... so i wont be online till next wednesday.
2 more days we gonna enter the new year of 2005. kalo dipikir balik, kejab je mase berlalu kan? dah nak masuk umo 23 dah aku, da makin tua dah.. gosh.. i'm old.. few more years, wrinkles would appear on my face. kena botox la camni.. ih ih
setahun ni memacam da jadi, memacam aku dpt belaja, gelak tangis, suka duka. rase baru je lagi sambut new year 2004, last year kat KLCC ngan azry n the geng. tragedi mlm new year yg xbisa ku lupakan. then the next episodes was the most regretful things i've done. the unforgetable. the most stupid things i ever done. things that cant be change. will remain till i die... :-l but, i've learn something from it. and wont let it happen again. bak kate pepatah, buang yg keroh amik yg jernih.
awal tahun ni konvo tuk HND aku kat Legend Hotel, KL. lepak puchong umah cousin berbulan². pastu seremban, amik course english yg sijil nye sampai ari ni xdapat². masuk private college, Info Channel, owner dia cina plak tu, mmg really sux ar. duk seremban bermacam jenih makhluk aku jumpe. some are really nice, sampai ari ni berkawan rapat agi (nazihah and abg mujib ku.. heh). and some are really sux (name xperlu expose ar). pastu duk cheras, kerjaya aku yg tak berapa bersinar. bos aku, dato' hamzah yg spoil. bagi gaji x setaraf kerja kilang. bayangkan duk KL gaji RM600. tiap2 bulan pon still mintak simpati ngan mak, duit xcukup nak mkn.. merana idop aku mase tu. then, atas nasihat bi, decided balik keje kat kemaman. tak sampai baper bulan, spoil gak lagi... ih ih.. pendek kate serba tak kena la dibuatnye.
hurm.. baru aku tahu, susah payah idup independent yg sememangnye payah. duk ngan family sgt² la tak same ngan idup sendiri. mencabar minda dan iman. mmg bebetul tergugat iman aku.. insaf rasenye.. tp tu la kan. pengalaman tu sgt² le penting. bagi aku, tu la yg membentuk aku. may Allah bless me and people who read this always.. hurm...
so apakah azam saye sempena tahun baru ini? (soklan karangan pmr)
tu je la kot buat mase ni.. xleh ckp byk dah. da lewat ni. nak menumit plak ni (balik menapak sei mcm biase)...
so to u guys.. HAPPY NEW YEAR. may this new year bring us all blessing and happiness..