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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
start writin': 0137pm
hurm.. ngantuk nye.... terpisat² mate aku.. kalau la ade katil kat depan aku skang........ syiok nye...
malas nak gi lunch. perot kenyang lagi. pg td da breakfast.
td around 10am, kwn ayah aku, abg K singgah. aged around 32-34, married with 2 children, sempoi je. dia pi kedai hardware dekat ofis. ajak aku minum kat restoran arkam kat bawah ni. this is not the 1st time he dropped by, sblom ni da pernah singgah sekali. aku pernah lepak umah dia 2 3 mlm. anak dia cute wooo.. mcm mak dia. aku respect dia as one of my ayah's fren loh. dia pon treat aku biase je. alaa, kalo ngan laki miang ni kite leh tau la.. erm.. tp hati orang mane leh nak duga kan. instinct aku ni xleh pakai sgt. slalu judge org baik aje, tp dalam, pergghhh busuk seh! tp xtau la, dia ni ok je... kot..
borak punye borak tup² dia bukak citer pasal disko. sape sangka, muke skit nye baik pi disko gak. bukan la maksud aku yg pi disko ni sumer buruk pangai cam hantu, juz that cant imagine him, abg K terkinja² menari kat dance floor... kekekekek.. aku agak mesti buruk no view mase tu :P kalau Kak Za (his wife) nampak, mau pengsan x bangun²..
da la tu siap dia ajak aku pi Legend. ayyo amma... x nak la aku cari pasal lg. laki org seh! aiii.. apsal idup aku dikelilingi ngan laki org nih. adeh.. kes aku yg satu tu pon x cool lagi, masih hot, membara.. nak aku cari pasal lagi... tau dek ayah aku mau kena side-kick..
al-kisah boss kat kemaman ni plak. hurm.. nak citer pon payah. kusut masai dibuat nye. x tau dah nak buat caner ngan dia ni. nak komplen² boss aku, ayah kwn aku plak tu, camane pon respek kat dia tu ade. so bertambah susah la aku nak setel.
ari tu, aku da hangin, aku merepek kat kawan aku and aku sound nak brenti keje. ala, hati tgh hot ckp ape pon xde pikir panjang. mmg terpikir tu ade tp rasional kate, aku leh sabar lagi. masalah nye, bile sampai kat telinga dia, dia pi kepoh kat HQ kat KL bgtau tau GM yg aku nak brenti tu apsal???? naper x nak diskas direct ngan aku??? payah ke nak bukak mulut ckp sendiri ngan aku??? tanye ape masalah aku ke, ape ke... ini idak, di belit² nye sampai GM tu 3-4 kali duk kol dan tanye, "betul ke madah, awak nak berenti keje? why? xbes ke keje ngan atrax?". sampai naik malu muke aku ni.. da dia tanye centu, what am i suppose to answer? how to answer? bigboss plak tu yg tanye. smlm dia kol lagi. tu da kali ke3 dia kol tanye soklan tu. muke naik tebal seh, da mcm kulit kayu.. tensen plak dibuek nye.. aku ni kan org bawahan dia, panggilan glemer KULI. so takut ke kat aku ni?? ayyo ammaaaa...
...lame² camni leh migrain aku...
ended: 0205pm
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 1:35 PM


This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
..: mY bUTt :..




- + pangkor story...
- + sori² naik lori...
- + color me blind...
- + aku da x waras...
- + endlessly...
- + love dont need a reason...
- + my element is water...
- + rational selfishness...
- + is it really hard to live?...
- + should i stay or should i go...
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