27 Sept 2005, 10.39am:

received a call from my mum telling that my relatives including my grandma, tok nik (my father's) is coming to the event this friday. as i already known, she is a strong religious woman, and very fussy too. she never likes me that much since i was a child.

so my mum 'suggested' that bi should cut his hair short... to avoid any issue from tok nik..

:O~ OH MY GOD!!

sedih nyeee!!! aku yg soh bi simpan rambut, aku gak ne ckp soh dia potong.... waaaa...

isk.. aku suke rambut dia panjang! i love the way he is now! uhuk uhuk..... why... why must he sacrify that long hair..?? why must he?? waaaa!

today is a mourning day, the end journey of his long hair..... :(~

gudbye mr-long-hair... sob sob sroooott... :(~

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2.25pm:

aku da bgtau bi td lunch hour, dia tarik muncung tanak potong rambut... isk....

aku pon tanak gak dia potong rambut... tp kalu da org tua ni kan, fussy plak tu, nak le jugak kot nye jaga dia nye first impression kat bi...

ayyakkkk..... i'm soooo nervous laaaaa....

risau, kecut perot, nak terkucil dan mcm2 perasa la aku rase.... isk...... what if they dont like bi.... waaaa..... what am i goin to do??

oh God... i'm sick.....

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3.45pm:

ringgggg.....

i: alluu...
CNN: ello... wada ke tu?
i: yep, sye ni kak. ade ape?
CNN: ni haaa.. kak ju nye besday arini. dia ade beli kek. wada ke, farina ke, or fiza ke turun la mkn kek ni kat bawah...
i: aaa? semua turun ke camane? naper 'ke' aje, mcm nak wakil je? hehehhe
CNN: laa.. dah kalu turun semua, abih laaa kek niiii...
i: aaa? gitu la plak.....

ahahhaahhaha.....

itu la dia kisah aku ngan CNN kat tempat keje aku ni. ade ke macam tu cara dia menjemput org?? akakkaka... jemput tp berkira takut makanan abih.. da tu simpan la semua makanan tu mkn dalam almari, bawah meja ke, sorok2 mkn dlm jamban ke... akakakkaka budus nye manusia.... kedekut nak mampos!!

aku labelkan dia CNN dia sbb ni full time job dia jd wartawan x bertauliah CNN, part time job dia sbg technical clerk mcm aku la jugak... akakakkaak.. ko tanye je ape2 citer pasal org lain, semua dia tau. gossip, kontroversi, fitnah, org tu berak pukul berape dia pon tau, even kentut bau mcm mane pon semua dia kenal. CNN terhebat la kirenya dia ni... akakkakka

ishh.. aku ni mengata org plak... jgn aku jd mcm tu dah la. mintak jauh la. buruk benor prangai centu. heheh

:) baru lepas kol a close fren from penang, ex-collegemate, a fren from KPM, paradi montok aka dee aka farah diana

she's now busy with preparation of her engagement on this 1st oct.. she's acting cool but i knew she's really excited bout the ceremony! dia da bagitau aku awal² lg that this oct she's goin to engage. hehe... sonot nye jadi dia... lame gak borak td, curi² phone opis plak tu.. heh

mcm meriah je rumah dia, bising suara org ngah siap² rumah. mcm nak kawen plak dia, padahal baru bertunang. anak tunggal pompuan le katekan... kalu aku plak nnt anak sulung, mesti meriah gak... eeii sonotnyeee... kekekekekeke..... plan family dia nak bertunang 6 bulan, means this April she's goin to be mrs dee. ahahah... the thot of that makes me smile. dee nak jadi Puan da ke? ahahah... comel nye.... lagi setahun jadi mama plak... ahahahahahhaha

erm.... but....... ;P~

what if.... i said, what if i'm goin to change my title before her??

ahahahahhaha.... i'm sooooo excited.... sooooo teruja.... :) yet feel soooooo malu, afraid, trauma, phobia, shaking my heart out!

yeah.. i have to balik kg this weekend. may be i'll ask for a leave or 'mc' on thursday, balik kg on wednesday, so i'll have another day before friday :)

hihihi.... damn.. so malu laaa!

i said, if la... jgn pk bukan² :)

tawakal je la. kami usaha mane dapat, yang lain nye serah kat Dia... may Allah bless us.... amin....

...........

isk.. lg dipikir lagi maluuuu laaa!! i didn't know i'm this shy!!!!! :'P~

asshole: jom wada kite gi dinner, contractor invite set² inspection, bos, exec sume gi...
me: aaa.. ne pegi ke, kite dorg invite gak ke?
asshole: td encik hawari ajak kite, kite da ckp nak bwk wada.. jom ar
wada... pls.. (ngan lembutnye mcm biase bile nak mintak tulung)
me: erm.... dia ajak *tut* je, kite wat pe pegi, nyibuk je..
asshole: xpe, jom ar, dorg ajak sume cuma en hawari ckp ngan kte td
me: erm... ok la...
asshole: centu la....
++++++++
me: eh sa pon ade, ingat kite berdua aje..
asshole: a ha.. mulanye kite ajak sa td, dia ckp dia xleh gi.. da tu kite ajak wada, alih² dia nak ikut plak
sa: *sengih*
me: ......
asshole: wada leh bawak kete? sa senggugut, kite xde lesen
me: ...ok
++++++++
me: burp... kenyang nye... pergghhh lame xmkn seafood
asshole: kite malu la nak mkn ketam ni..
me: lahai.. mkn je la...
asshole: hihi... segan laaa...
me: .....
++++++++
asshole: wada balik ngan en imran bulih? kite dgn sa nak gi jumpe kawan la...
me: erk....?? (bangang nye!! nak campak aku la ni....)
asshole: tolong eh wada, kite nak gi jalan jumpe kawan jab.. last minutes plak sa ni ajak...
me: ...... (pelan² asap kuar kut telinga......)
asshole: abg imran, anta wada ni tau.. jgn lencong lain tauuuuuu... hihi
me: .... (pelan² api kuar kut idung.....)
asshole: wada.. wada balik dulu ye.....
me: ..... (i'm gonna kick somebody's ass)


itu kisah aku ngan sorg asshole yg mengaku aku kawan baik dia, aku
pendengar yg baik, aku yg mcm kakak dia, aku yg sgt baik dan byk tolong
dia, support dia.....

i feel like tongong

she treated me like tongong

either she or i was tongong

ni la dia.... kite baik, dia pijak kite..... bile aku marah, aku yg emotional... bile aku hangin, aku yg over....

how am i suppose to say or react...? this isn't the 1st time. i gave her 2nd chance before. damn, this time wont be 3nd chance for her.

i'm damn. she'll be damn.




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