fOoLish heart...: November 2006

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

..:[ sOmething is growing inside... ]:..

i can feel it..

the changes. the feeling.

i knew something is growing inside of me..

:)

something small.

so fragile.

yet i can feel it. the feeling is strong.

:)

something my hubby longed to hear.

i'm thinking of making a surprise.

yet i feel so uncertain.

:)

uuuhhhhh.. baby, i love u sooooo... (nyanyi skit!!!)

Sunday, November 12, 2006

..:[ semalam ]:..

pagi smlm, kul 5.30am anto bi ke kerteh airport. he's going to offshore. this time is for real.. dia start keje offshore smlm after 2 months of training..

2 weeks offshore, 2 weeks breaks. hurm.. dlm ati ni tetap gok rase berat nok bi keje jauh².. x bes nye duk sesorang. x bes bi x de.. duk lam umah sunyi je..

last week kecow satu malaysia, chopper exxonMobil jatuh laut, kat dungun, 200m away from the platform, the pilot was dead. the body only covered after 3 days, nunggg jauh di dasar laut. mase searching team jumpe tu, he still wearing his headphone and safety belt.

skang ni da la da nak musim tengkujuh. angin mmg kuat, ombak pon bergelora dah. mahu perot aku x kecot.. dah jd sekecot-kecot nye... kat pantai pon air tinggi semacam dah aku tgk. kejab ujan smp 2 mlm, kejab kang panas plak..

ya Allah.. biar la semua tu dijauhkan.. dijauhkan sejauh-jauh-jauhhhnye.. amin.. :-|

ptg smlm lepas maghrib, bi called.. perghh.. the feeling... soooo relieved...

ape pon aku ne kuatkan hati. jgn tinggal solat, jgn lupe doa. ne jaga diri bebetul. keje rajin². kurangkan mkn (he..). jd isteri yg baik.. :)

Allah ade.. moga Dia lindungi suami aku setiap mase..

erm.. mlm td.. there was something had happened. something that i've been waiting for. masih tak sure bebetul. nak ckp ngan mak aku pon smlm mak aku xde kat umah, on the way back to trg from perlis, school trip, dlm bas lg. may be i should wait for another week. atau tunggu bi blk dulu.. erm..

moga semua nye baik² je..

layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P

..: stRanGe MoOd :..

..: YM :..

..: vOte or dead?! :..

* pls vOte for me!! heh~

* shOut the heLL Out!!~
* press the R letter (between Archieve/Help) to refresh~
* aNy cOmmeNTs bOut dis bLOg is VeRy MuCh AppReciaTeD~

kamjat angOh ludi apitt kumprinx butet farik atoibolan skolblog yanOt paichOwan rere MRstranger mamashahmi abah
yasmin ahmad Raymi

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

..:[ sOmething is growing inside... ]:..

Sunday, November 12, 2006

..:[ semalam ]:..

..: mY bUTt :..

layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P

..: stRanGe MoOd :..

..: YM :..

..: vOte or dead?! :..

* pls vOte for me!! heh~

* shOut the heLL Out!!~ * press the R letter (between Archieve/Help) to refresh~ * aNy cOmmeNTs bOut dis bLOg is VeRy MuCh AppReciaTeD~

kamjat angOh ludi apitt kumprinx butet farik atoibolan skolblog yanOt paichOwan rere MRstranger mamashahmi abah yasmin ahmad Raymi

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

..:[ sOmething is growing inside... ]:..

Sunday, November 12, 2006

..:[ semalam ]:..

..: mY bUTt :..

* shOut the heLL Out!!~
* press the R letter (between Archieve/Help) to refresh~
* aNy cOmmeNTs bOut dis bLOg is VeRy MuCh AppReciaTeD~

kamjat angOh ludi apitt kumprinx butet farik atoibolan skolblog yanOt paichOwan rere MRstranger mamashahmi abah
yasmin ahmad Raymi