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Thursday, May 24, 2007
panasnye arini.. tp dingin nye dlm ati nihhh.. ooohhh
pagi td bi da fly ke offshore.. :( tak bes nye...
smlm dia ngan abg smp kul 1pagi. alhamdulillah urusan register enjin kete tu selesai. tinggal nak anto ke puspakom ngan renew roadtax. skang kete tu still tader roadtax dan aku blom leh nak drive blk kg.. kang kena cekup mampos. so ne tunggu abg blk kg ari sabtu ni aku folo dia skali ar ke ganu. ahad nnt dia nak bwk kete gi puspakom and setelkan ape² yg patot ngan kete tu. sib baik le ade abg, nak arap aku hape pon tatau. bi 2 bradik je ngan abg, ape² hal mmg dorg tader org lain other than each other..
aku plak.. adik badik ramai, tp nak kate ade sorg yg so the very close mcm abg ngan bi mmg tatau nak ckp ar.. asik gadoh je. da tua gini pon gado lg. da tua bangke nnt cemane la, tah² bwk haluan sendiri, jd mcm adik badik mak aku.. erm... bebaru ni mase kat kg aku perang beso ngan angoh.. sampai arini pon berdenyut lg sakit hati aku. lantok la. aku malas nak pk. adik sendiri pon tak kenal ati budi kite, org lain ape tah lagiii..?????
wat eva..! everytime i think about it, my heart bleed.. :(
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 1:05 PM
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
kelmarin...
aku ngan bi blk jerong. abg kol ckp nak setelkan jugak majlis doa selamat dan sembahyang hajat tuk aku and my baby esok. mok duk berleter dari aritu tatahan da dorang sume nak dengo. maka, petang tu bi kekalut setel pasang cushion kete, dan setel ape2 yang patot setel, lepas isya' mlm tu kami pon bertolak. we spent the night kat umah abg..
semalam...
bangun pagi, gosok gigi, pakai baju lawa².. huhu.. tader la lawa, t-shirt ngan sluo je la. pagi² bi ngan abg sibuk cari bahan tuk masak pulut kuning ngan gulai ikan tuk majlis mlm nnt. petang yang pompuan plak sibuk potong bawang, sedia bahan² dan segala tuk masak. lewat asar baru setel sume. lepas maghrib, aku, bi ngan abg gi surau. mok da pegi surau dulu, maghrib kat sane. lepas isya' jemaah kat surau sembahyang hajat dan tahlil sikit. pastu kami jamu la sikit jemaah ala kadar. bukan niat upah, tp jariah kami arapnya.. cik, ayah, atikah ngan adik pon ade dtg. dorg dtg lewat skit pasal ayah blk lewat ptg td, org da beransur nak blk baru sampai. sian plak, penat² blk keje terkejar² datang gak.. :) i love u cik & ayah..
alhamdulillah.. setel jugak akhirnye majlis doa selamat dan sembahyang hajat tu.. :)
pastu blk umah mok, mok nak aku mandi air sembahyang hajat tu. utk ape tu aku tak sure. ikut je la da dia suruh, bukan bulih bangkang² lagi klu org tua tu da bersuara.. huhu.. biase la org tua.. so mandi la aku sampai menggigil² kul10 lebih dah time tu. for info, umah mok umah kg yang letak nye nun jauh dari umah org lain kat pinggir kg jerong tu. umah paling dekat 150m dr situ. kiri kanan dan belakang umah adalah hutan. bilik air dia sambung terus ngan dapo, style mcm beranda gitu, mandi kat situ je, beratapkan langit.. mmg sejuk ar klu mandi tgh mlm centu.. ngan bunyi² hutan.. tak berani aku mandi sorang.. bi temankan laa.. hahaha.. wat malu je :P we spent the nite kat umah mok.. tu pon lepas mok duk berkias mcm nak kami stay overnite kat situ.. malas la lg nak bantah, bising plak kang.. huhu
hari ini...
bangun pagi, gosok gigi, pakai baju lawa².. hehe.. kali ni lawa ar skit, psl jab lg nak blk kerteh plak. pagi² mok da 'bersyair' pasal bi ngan aku blk kg kete tader roadtax. roadtax mati aritu, tak leh nak renew pasal registration enjin blom setel.. tp sebab mok da desak aritu nak setel majlis smlm, kitorang pon blk la jugak.. huhu.. bior la. nak cite panjang² pon payah. biar la mok ngan 'syair gurindam'nye... kekeke.. pahtu mok mintak nak 'rase' perot aku, katenye kandungan aku nampak 'jatuh'.. oh ye, for info, mok dulu bekas bidan. skang da tua dia da tak bidan lg. tak larat nak ngurut katenye, klu tuk cucu cicit dia ni bulih la lagi. so mok pon 'rasa' la prot aku td pagi dan betulkan kedudukan baby aku, meng-ke-atas-kan skit baby aku.. patot la smlm kat surau aku semput semacam je. mmg terer ar mok, skali tgk je dia da tau ade yg tak kena. aku sendiri pon tak reti nak rase :P
lepas breakfast, aku ngan bi pon bertolak la blk. alhamdulillah, balik ngan lemparan senyuman puas ati dari mok.. :) huhu.. bukan senang weiii nak puaskan ati org tua tu.. sabo je la.
on the way blk, singgah klinik ketengah jaya. aku missed appointment ngan doc ari ahad kelmarin. lupe :P for info, aku da mention ke blom eh.. when my baby da 30 weeks, aku ne gi klinik 2 minggu skali tuk check-up prot.. adeh.. i've went to see doc more often than i ever been in my entire life! huh.. da la service mcm ampeh.. puan² misi kte kat klinik tu suke beno la bersembang. aku tercongok nunggu ni dia wat bodo aje.. td, almost 2 hours for the whole check-up routine! ahhh.. tension.. and 3/4 of the time are spent with waiting and waiting.. sakit hati betul, sakit pinggang aku duk tunggu dorang abis borak!
erm.. arini baby aku da 7 bln 2 minggu 4 hari.. :) da nak masuk 32 weeks..
petang, abg dtg. bi ngan abg nak kena naik KL tuk setel register enjin kete bi kat JPJ putrajaya, ape mende tah.. surat kawal selia?? huhu.. adela skit² aku tau pasal kete yg dorg sibuk kejekan skang ni tp malas aku nak cite. esok pon tak abis.. so td petang kul6, pergi la bi ngan abg ke KL ngan lambaian selamat jln yg syahdu dr aku.. tinggal le aku sorg kat umah mlm ni.. huhu.. luse bi da nak fly...
goshhhhhh... i hate what that day come............ :(
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:46 PM
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Me:
Your posture is still very important to your comfort. Maintaining a good posture is a good way to decrease the strain on your body as your center of gravity continues to change.
One of the things that you can do to help maintain your energy levels and to increase your stamina for the birth is to exercise. It is important not to over do it, especially if you have not been exercising prior to this week. Try taking walks or swimming short distances. Getting out and stretching will help you have feel better and reduce the numbers of pregnancy related complaints.
My baby:
The baby is very aware of the surroundings. We tend to think of the uterus as a dark place. The uterus actually can be light and dark depending on the mother's environment. You may be able to distinguish sleep and wake cycles in your baby. Although it usually seems as if the baby wants to sleep while you are awake and vice versa at night. This is not indicative of a sleepless newborn.
If you are having Braxton Hicks Contractions use them to practice what you've learned in prenatal classes, and know that they are a sign that your body is getting ready for labor. The baby notices the contractions, but is not adversely affected by them.
Your sweetpea weighs a whopping 3 pounds (1.36 kilograms)! S/he measures about 14.8 inches (37.5 cms) in length.
ok.. that's wat i got from the internet.. and that's wat i'm feelin now.. huhu
arini rib cage aku kesakitan, belah kanan. nak tarik napas panjang pon tak leh, nak tunduk tak leh, nak bangun duduk pon rase sakit.. huhu.. pernah rase mcm ni tp sll mlm je time klu tido mengiring ke kanan or kiri terlalu lame, rib cage aku akan rase x selesa dan sakit, dan aku akan terpakse berubah posisi. tp tak pernah plak melarat sampai ke siang ari dan sakit camni.. hopefully, this pain wont stay long la.. seksa nak gerak maaa..
lagi satu tatahan, pagi2 silap2 geliat kaki aku mesti cramp.. aduh.. sakit nyeeee.. tp sabar je la.. ni semua ade hikmah... sakit pon aku rase redha je, tader la sampai tensen ke ape.. terima je seadanya.. adat le nak timang anak, klu senang nak dpt tak de la besar pahalanya kan.. :)
aritu blk kampung, gi jumpe bidan pasal prot aku rase tak selesa. rupenya position baby aku tak betul. kepala dia mengarah ke sendi peha kanan aku, kaki dia plak ke arah bwh rib cage aku belah kiri, kire dia duk serong ar. org tua² kat sini panggil 'tumbok'. patut la sll nak duduk bangun rase susah sgt, pahtu peha sampai kaki kanan aku selalu sakit dan lenguh², jln pon tak betul terkedek² mcm itek sekati.. hehhee.. pahtu bidan tu betulkan la position baby aku. tu la 1st time prot aku diusik bidan. takot gak. alhamdulillah, aku rase better. tp tinggal kesan gak ar, rase sengal je kat sendi peha kanan aku. lame katenye baby aku duk camtu, dia da beso skang so lagi la terasa ketidakselesaan tu...
haa.. nak bgtau.. 2 org kawan aku da selamat bersalin.
jue, member sekampung, seskolah rendah dan skolah menengah, bersalin 10 april, baby girl named Damia Maisarah kat spital besar k.terengganu
lg sorang, dee, dak penang collegemate aku dulu, bersalin 11 may, baby boy named Muhamad Akid Asyrani kat spital penang. mase dia tgh sakit tu dia da msg aku bgtau, aku plak yg panik.. huhu.. sampai ke ganu terasa kesakitannya.. adeh.. alhamdulillah dia selamat bersalin, siap dia cite cemane, naik bulu roma aku seiiii.. huhu
erm.. kami da jadi ibu.. anda bile lagi?? kekekekekek
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 11:50 PM
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This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
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