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Saturday, September 29, 2007
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 11:02 PM
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
monday, 25th June:
aku dah 9bln 3ari. blk kg. bersalin kat kg.
sunday, 8th July:
my birthday!! hehe.. tader celebrate pon. few wishes from my family and frens. asben kat offshore. perot pon da sarat sgt. celebrate ngan perot aje le.. hehe
friday, 2oth July:
expected due date.. tp xde ape pon.. siap kuo jln, pusing² bando lg...
saturday, 21st July:
11 am - turun air ketuban sikit. rilek lg. my parent xde kat umah. dorang usya kete persona. kol dorang bgtau. mak aku panik bile aku bgtau aku rase nak buang ayor besaq! haha.. kekalut dorang cancel program mengusya, terus blk umah.. sampai umah mak aku ngan kelam kabut gi cari misi klinik kat kg. aku ilek je. tergelak tgk bakal nenek kelam kabut :)
1 pm - sampai KTS. ilek lg. tader rase sakit pon. kekadang je sengal sikit kat pinggang mcm period pain tu..
2 pm - ilek lg
3 pm - mommy duk goyang² kaki atas katil dlm labour room. siap sengih² kat misi ngan doc kat situ. tak sakit pon... nape tak sakit ni.. uih.. camni senang la ekkkk.. huhuhu lalalallalaa.. empuk nye katil labour room ni eh.. lalalalla
4 pm - doc bgtau, pasal td da kuo air dulu. risau tkut nnt baby lemas. doc pecahkan ketuban aku. then masuk obat soh beranak.. aku da start rase ngeri.. huuu.. mane bi blom sampai.. td kol dia naik chopper ptg ni.. mungkin mlm baru sampai.. sempat ke..??
5 pm - contraction mula rase bile doc cocok obat td. skang da mula rase sakit yg amat. cuma contraction still selang 5-8 minit skali. sakit dia.. perrrrggghhhhhh... SAKIT GILERRR!! pinggang aku nak tertanggal satu persatu, peha pinggung sume rase kejang, cannot move, cannot scream, cannot kuit jari ponnn! bi!! mane bi lom sampai.. bi naik chopper 5.30 pm..
6 pm - sakit!!!!
7 pm - argghhhh!! doc ckp, tgk pd condition aku mungkin lepas maghrib kot bersalin... i can't wait! aarrgghhhhh! sib baik mak aku leh temankan aku kat labour room tu.. cik, tolong alonggg... mak aku nangis...
8 pm - misi ckp, aku ni mcm nak tunggu bi blk gak kot baru nak bersalin.. sakit amat² sakit. contraction makin cepat datang. 3-5 minit. ya Allah.. sakit nyeee... doc cocok obat tahan sakit. tader plak tahan sakit aku, cume bile contraction tu ilang, aku jd lali, mate tak leh bukak, mcm nak tido, terawang², rase cam terbang, berpinar².. tp bila contraction datang.. God, help me..!!
9 pm - alhamdulillah.. suami tercinta selamat sampai. risau gak aku kot dia panik bawak kete mcm antu tgh jln td.. mase dia sampai aku tgh high pekena drug tahan sakit tu.. bi ke tu? or angel mane ni..? ensem nye.... o my God, the pain is coming.. it's coming again.. help me.. God help me!!!
10 pm - sakit nye.. sakit nye.. baby cepat la kuo, mommy sgt sakit.. mak aku nangis. bi tabah je aku tgk.. aku? sakit nye.. misi kate aku tak ready lg tuk kuokan baby..
11 pm - misi & doc da mula heran, nape jalan aku dr td menten 5-6cm je..
12 am - sakit.. sakit.. sakit..
sunday, 22nd July:
1 am - sakit.........
2 am - sakitnye........
3 am - saat genting. nak cite cemane pon tatau la.. mmg sakit sgt. tepat 3.10 am baby selamat dilahirkan. bile doc letak baby atas perot..... ish.. tatau nak ckp ar, first time tgk baby.. mate dia kelip².. o my God.. besarnye kejadian Allah.. tak leh tahan, aku nangis. bi senyum je. tak de bi, tatau la aku cemane time tu. syukur alhamdulillah.. syukur sgt..
jiwa aku penoh dengan kaseh dan sayang... :) i love everybody.. :)
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 8:43 AM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
akhirnye.. selamat dah aku.. selamat dah segala nye..
ade orang baru dah dlm idup aku.. idup aku dan bi lebih ceria.. :)
alhamdulillah.. 22 july yg lepas, aku selamat lahirkan baby girl, 3.25kg, kat spital specialist kuala terengganu (KTS), kul 3.10am..
we named her AINA DANISHA BINTI MOHD SHAHRIM :)
a great experience..
an unforgetable and a painful moment yet a very wonderful thing to happen.. :)
only God know the feeling.. being a mother..
ahak.. ahak.. MADAH AND SHAH NOW ARE IBU AND ABAH!!!!! hahahahh ahahah hahah ahhah ahahaha hahha ahhahaha hahahah hahaha
isn't it soooooooooooooooooo wonderful....??? hahaha hhahah ahahah hahahahha hahahha hahahhaha hahahhaha hahahh ahahah ahahaha
ibu dan abah sayang aina.. :)
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:07 PM
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This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
..: mY bUTt :..




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