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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
ok..
aku da buat keputusan nak masak nasi ayam je. akhirnye.. nasi ayam jugak. asalnya plan nak wat nasi beriani. memang aku semangat gile ar nak masak nasi beriani. tengah syok² surf resepi, tetiba something yang sangat menyakitkan ati aku da berlaku. and it has spoiled everything.
aku da x de mood nak masak beriani. macam x nak buat ape² lg dah. isk.. tp ari raya x de kaitan ngan semua tu. aku akan sambut jugak. wat je la alar kadar.
malas aku nak citer ape yang da jadi semalam. memang terasa sangat kecik ati aku ini. tapi ape nak buat, orang lain x leh bace ape yang ade dalam ati kite. let it be. biar la aku yang serba x elok pon, tak pe la. i can live with that.
td kaklong called. esok nak singgah rumah nak amik something. ajak dia beraya kat sini je. asben dia, abg din keje raya ni so dorang x balik kampung tahun.
erm.. bajet aku bulan ni agak lari la. shopping aritu punye pasal. served me right! huhu..
skang aku rase sangat lapar. satu hari arini, tak tentu skali aku makan. pagi mkn nasi himpit, tgh ari makan roti, malam ni plan nak makan roti je jugak. malas nak masak. tak de selera.
ok la. tu je la dulu. emosi aku belom stabil.... isk..
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 8:32 PM
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Monday, December 17, 2007

haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:16 PM
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
so....................
aku tgh blur memikirkan ape aku nak masak hari raya haji ni. raye da tak lama lg dah, 3 more days.. till now, i dont have any idea what are our menu for the eve!!
aaaaahhhhhh...
and bi didnt help much. aku tanye, dia pon x de idea...
aaarrgghhh....
ekceli... i'm thinking of chicken rice....................
>> aaaahhhh... boring...
nasi minyak?
>> minyak? oil? fat? nooooooooooooo....... i'm not planning to add back all the fat i've lost the past few months.. (yeah right.. mcm la makanan lain tak de lemak langsung.. duh!)
what else...
nasi himpit...?
>> too simple for a celebration...
toasted turkey?
>> mane nak cari turkey? aku tak celebrate christmas da...
think..........
think hard....
think harder.......
harder.......
harder!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaggghhhhhrrrjkasdliru)@#* )(*$&)@(*#)#(@)#(_
this is our first raya at our own house. and what makes it more special? :) we got aina for our first raya....
oooooohhhh... my heart feels cool.... yeah.. it did feel that way..... because it full of love... :)
bi balik pagi raya nanti. ape nak buat, schedule dia balik sini jatuh pada ari raya. so dia solat raya kat offshore. it is ok. as long as he'll back to our side, together celebrating the cow slaughter...
euuwww... aku mmg x leh tgk org sembelih lembu.. ngeri sey...
tahun ni bi amik satu bahagian ngan pokcik kob, our neighbour across the street. bi amik bahagian korban untuk bi. itu pasal tahun ni kami raya kat sini. baru ni la aku nak merasa beraya kat felda ni. sini tak same ngan suasana kampung aku. umah aku kat kampung jauh sikit dari umah orang kampung yang lain. so, meriah+kecoh raya kitorang hanya ngan keluarga kitorang je. nak meriah+kecoh ngan org lain kitorang ne gi beraya umah orang lain dulu la. tp kat sini jiran² sume ramai. umah dekat² je. i'm sure here will be a lot more meriah!
i hope so.... if not i'll be missing celebrating hari raya kat kampung... that will be bad...
oh ye....
ape aku nak masak pagi raya ni..??????? aaarrrgghhhhh...!
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 11:04 PM
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lapo. gi dapo. tak de ape yg aku leh lantok. korek sane, tader.. korek sini.. haaa.. chocolate peanut butter..
took a spoon then back to my pc table..
tgh email ngan bi. bi sibuk ngan technical report dia. mlm ni tak laju sgt dia reply email aku. alangkah bes nye kalu leh chat. it would be a lot easier. pepon, alhamdulillah at least boleh email.. :)
sedap gak peanut butter. i never have peanut butter without a bread. mcm tak lalu nak mkn klu tader roti. mlm ni ape kena tah.. mungkin psl peanut butter ni dia putar skali ngan chocolate kot. i'm a choc lover. that's why..
sudahnye... aku korek² bahagian chocolate nye saje. peanut nye aku tinggalkan. hehehe.. tu pon, abis dah separuh bekas.
mlm ni sambung lg youtube. surfing saje².. i found this one funny girl, nicknamed spricket24, real named karen. sgt kelakar!
isn't this awful!! gosh.. i thot she really did eat that deoderant. thank God, she actually already replaced with cheese..
huhu.. seems like she's insane and not really funny, right? :P
ape la yang aku sedang tulis ni............
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 12:25 AM
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Thursday, December 13, 2007
arini byk spent mase ngadap YouTube.
angah plan nak tunang December 28th ni.. utk makeup dia plan nak makeup sendiri je, so aku surf la cari tutor on makeup skill etc..
this one is my favourite. sblom ni i been wondering how avril lavinge did her smocky eye. now i knew..
pahtu, surf punye surf, jumpe la ngan minah Michelle Phan. sgt cantik.. jeles tgk kulit dia..
here is her tips on skin clearing treatment. bagos gak tips dia.. leh amal slalu.
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 12:12 AM
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Monday, December 10, 2007

yeah.. i think it is expensive.. mahal nyeee... abih pitih aku wei!
sejak pregnent aritu, sebabkan alahan aku tak leh pakai pencuci muke psl tak leh bau dia, aku duk pakai sabun mandi je sampai la skarang. muke pon da kering gile.
ekceli.. da lame aku teringin nak tuko SK-II. tp.. mahal sgt weiii.. sempena christmas eve ni, dorg ade less skit price.. so, after a hard time to decide whether to buy them or not.. finally.. i brounght 1 set home.......
yes.. i bought 1 set which is the cheapest set of 4 sets..
now... i'm starting to regret it.. aaaaaahhhhh
y? becoz.. it is expensive la! aaahh.. sian bi tau.. penat² dia keje.. aku perabihkan pitih aje.. isk.. ni yg buat aku rase mcm nak keje balik ni.. nak beli spender pon slalu nye aku pikir 2 kali tau.. huhuhuhu.. ni kan plak nak beli SK-II.. uhuk uhuk.. bile da beli, jd mcm ni la plak..
gile sekejab... hehheheheh..
ok la. da beli pon. hopefully, is works well for my skin.. gosh! IT MUST!! kalo tak, aku wat baje pokok jambu depan umah aku ni je la SK-II tu nnt...
isk... (,")
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 10:51 PM
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Sunday, December 09, 2007






~ kat kedai makan yang nasi goreng paprik dia sangat tak bes ~

~ ibu cayang aina, aina cayang ibu.. ~

~ cik nor / angah ~

~ cik ada / adyah ~

~ tanak cik ada..! nak ibu...! ~

ari jumaat lepas angah and adyah datang umah. semalam, sabtu, ke kuantan. shopping.
well, shopping cara org yg sederhana, tader la byk sgt beli pon. tgk kan sales kat mall tu punye la happening, naik pening mate.. iskkk.. klu byk duit mau nye aku sambar semua. hehehe.. tp alhamdulillah aku tak kaya centu nak sambar semua.. :P klu tak mmg byk membazir ar aku smlm..
orang kate, shopping is mind therapy.. tp aku tak nampak tang mane therapy nye.. therapy bile sume yg kite nak, kite bulih beli. tp klu mcm smlm, tu bukan terapi tp lg nak kasi naik darah ade la.. hahhaha.. mau nye tak, sume yg nak tak mau beli. klu beli nnt nyesal, tak beli pon nyesal.. ooohhh susah betol nak buat keputusan... :P
beli baju aina, baju aku, tapi lupe nak beli ape² tuk bi!!! argghhh.. tensen.. tu la.. klu dah berjalan, tak hingat dunia dah.. niat tu ade awalnye, tp akhirnye lupe jugak. sellfish betol. tara guna punya isteri..
ptg kami blk, singgah mkn kat sungai ular. ish.. prot da lapo psl lewat mkn. order nasi goreng paprik. harga kat menu tulis RM5 sepinggan. otak aku da terbayang² nasi goreng paprik yg lazat, padat ngan isi yg sedap², seswai le ngan harga dia. mesti bes mkn sambil layan prot yg da berjoget² ni..
sesampai je nasi.. tau ape yg kami dpt?? sepinggan nasi goreng yang ampeh! sakit ati betol menengokkan nasi dlm pinggan tu. ade nasi goreng biase, tgk pon tak selera, warna merah pudar je, isi nye hanye la sawi yang dipotong sgt² besar. bayangkan ade 3 4 ketol batang sawi dia malas potong, tergolek² ke kanan dan ke kiri pinggan. paprik dia pulak kuah cair semacam, isi ayam 3 4 ketol, bawang pon same malas nak potong, beso² semuanya, pahtu 1/4 bijik putik jagung!! $#!&%#$@^%$#!&%$@!@#~
potong stim betol la kedai tu. da la prot lapo tahap dewa.. dia leh lak hidang makanan kucing tu kat kitorang. tp disebabkan perot sgt lapar, kami mkn la jugak makanan kucing tu, dengan hati yang sebal dan mulot yg pot-pet²...
bile da kenyang, kami mintak nak ckp ngan tokei kedai. td tgh lapo nak ckp kang takot perang besar, maklom la, perot tgh lapo, beruang panda yg lembab tu pon leh mkn orang.. kami pon ckp la elok², kami komplen abes² ar. alhamdulillah, tokei tu pon da kenyang prot agaknye, dia tader nak marah kitorang balik. terima la semua koplen² kami tu, pahtu diskaun RM2 tuk nasi paprik tu, kasi plak percuma mineral water sorang satu. da tu sempat lg nak promo kedai dia yg tak bes tu ngan bg flyer.. tak kuase de nak gi mkn sane lg. tak bess...
lepas mkn, bising la kitorang lam kete tu tak abis lg temper kat kedai td smp terlupe lak da hampir nak terlajak waktu asar, da lewat benor nak masuk maghrib da pon. berenti kat masjid kijal, jama' zoho and asar. tunggu maghrib teros pahtu jama' maghrib and isya' skali..
da lewat sampai umah. angah decide nak balik awal pagi besok je. nak blk mlm risau takot ujan. da la gelap mlm. tp pg leh plak tiga2 org sume tak perasan bunyi alarm, kul6.30 baru bangun. kul7 angah bertolak balik KT. kul8.45 masuk keje...
arini plak aina badmood je. muke dia naik bintik² merah gatal. sblom ni mmg da naik, tp tak la sebanyak arini. smlm kat betis 4 5 bijik. arini kat dahi plak 4 5 bijik. kulit kat betis tak la sensetif mcm kat muke, mmg bengkak+merah+gatal ar.. aku tgk pon terasa gatalnye. kena ape tah.. sakit ati betol menengok nye.. aku saspek pepijat kot.. musim² ujan ni, lembab² bes plak dia holiday atas tilam aku. aku pon kena gak tp tader plak kat muke. sian aina ibu... buntu gak aku nak mujuk dia arini...
byk post aku arini. huh.. ok la.. enuf said.. da!
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 7:01 PM
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Monday, December 03, 2007
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
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This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
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