Thursday, September 23, 2004

..:[ new forum for us ]:..


a fren of mine, jali ngan rajinnye has created a new forum tuk kami bebudak KPMB (ih ih.. dasyat tol la rojak aku sejak dua menjak ni....)

KPMB Online

dis new forum dedicated specially to us laa, the ex-KPMB (Kolej Professional MARA Beranang.. current students also most welcome.. setelah bersusah payah same2 menempuh kehidupan jadi white mouse kat kolej tu, so xnak la end up our relationship centu je. hopefully, dis forum would be one of the alternative to keep in touch others than through emails and friendster.com.

dulu kami ni batch awal yg register masuk kolej tu, aku 2nd batch of HND BIT (higher national diploma in business IT) so dorang nye management system still on trial. asyik berubah je, sekejab centu, sekejab camni.. pening le dibuatnye. dan sangat la seksa.

tp.. dah abis dah. sweet memories tetap ade dan tersimpan kat ati :) insya allah, this Oct 2nd, akan ade mini re-union.

a friend in needs a friend indeed
a friend with weed is better
a friend with breasts and all the rest
a friend who's dressed in leather

a friend in needs a friend indeed
a friend who'll tease is better
our thoughts compressed
which makes us blessed
and makes for stormy weather

a friend in needs a friend indeed
my Japanese is better
and when she's pressed she will undress
and then she's boxing clever

a friend in needs a friend indeed
a friend who bleeds is better
my friend confessed she passed the test
and we will never sever

day's dawning, skins crawling...
pure morning...

pure morning - placebo


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  4:53 PM   [ 1 comment(s) ]

Monday, September 20, 2004

..:[ a disgusting breakfast ]:..


gOsh.. aku nak muntah lagi..

just now i'm having my breakfast. tapau from the restaurant downstair n eat it upstair. nasi minyak. guess wat i found at my last fed? a TADPOLE in my spoon!!!!!! dalam bahase ibunda ku, BERUDU dalam sudu! dalam bahase lagi mudah, ANAK KATAK!!! yuck!

can't imagine, how can it be in my spoon? mcm impossible jek.. rase mual tuhan je tau. ih ih ih... leh plak aku jumpe haiwan tu dlm breakfast aku?? kalo anak semut acceptable agi.. ini... anak katak.. ooo gosh.. uweeekkkkkk!!!!! uwekk!!

aku ingat dorang takung air dlm tong la. then x jaga kebersihan air dalam tu, so jadi la rumah anak² nyamuk dan anak² katak. pastu pakai air tu wat masak, skali ngan extra-special ingredient dorang tuh.. ape la pengotor punye orang. nak berniaga buat cara nak berniaga. ni cam nak bunuh orang.. berjam-jam aku lam toilet, penat aku muntah tau. sakit tekak, loya, mual... :'( yuck..

pengotor xhingat laa.. tobat aku x makan lagi kat situ. never! disgusting...

uweekkk...! i'm sick..


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  11:33 AM   [ 0 comment(s) ]

..:[ dont be stupid ]:..


pada suatu hari ahmad dan rakan karibnya, hassan, pergi mancing kat sungai.

Dalam bosan2 menunggu ikan, ahmad berkata,

ahmad: aku ada satu cerita..
hassan: cerita ape?
ahmad: nanti kalau aku bercerita, kau kena ikut perkataan belakangnya, boleh?
hassan: orait...

ahmad pun memulakan ceritanya...

ahmad: satu hari aku pergi memburu
hassan: memburu
ahmad: aku masuk kedalam hutan
hassan: hutan
ahmad: tiba2 aku rasa nak terberak
hassan: berak
ahmad: aku berlari ke semak
hassan: semak
ahmad: aku pun berak
hassan: berak
ahmad: satu hari aku pergi memburu lagi
hassan: lagi
ahmad: aku pergi ke tempat yang aku berak dulu
hassan: dulu
ahmad: aku nengok tahi aku sudah x ade
hassan: ade
ahmad: aku pun tertanya2
hassan: tanya
ahmad: siapa makan tahi aku?
hassan: aku....

jgn ikut org lain yg terjun bangunan, nanti sesia mati katak

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dis is another story of stupidity: sOnnawabitch


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  9:11 AM   [ 0 comment(s) ]

Sunday, September 19, 2004

..:[ rainy day ]:..



view at back and infront of the office during rainy day, from 3rd floor



pagi tadi hujan lebat gilerrrr.. kalo kena kepala komfom belobang kepala.. eheh

hurm.. sejuk+syahdu+jiwang sekejab... i miss that face ~_~


let's go back
back to the beginning
back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
trying to fit a square into a circle
was no lie
i defy

let the rain fall down.. and wake my dreams
let it wash away.. my sanity
'cause i wanna feel the thunder
i wanna scream!
let the rain fall down
i'm comimg clean

i'm shedding
shedding every color
trying to find a pigment of truth
beneath my skin

'cause different
doesn't feel so different
and going out is better
then always staying in
feel the wind..

i'm coming clean..
let the rain fall..

let's go back
back to the beginning...

hilary duff - cOme cLean

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damn..
i feel like cryin'...
y am i so easy to cry when it comes anything related to him??
n be sooo damn weak..!!
hell, i dont know!!!

but i do know that..
i love ya, bi.. :'(

inside out it's rainy again... Rainy Day II - 3pm


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  1:25 PM   [ 0 comment(s) ]

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

..:[ got few more photos of pangkor ]:..


view more photos at: http://bunga.fotopages.com







view more photos at: http://bunga.fotopages.com


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  1:24 PM   [ 0 comment(s) ]

Monday, September 13, 2004

..:[ a hole on my teeth ]:..


aduh.. akit nye gigi.. ade lobang kat gigi ku.. uhuk uhuk

pagi² td pi jumpe dentist. gigi aku da parah. dia jenguk² gigi aku, korek², dia gerudi², then dia tenyeh² mendalah nak tampal gigi tuh. adeh... ngilu siot! berair² mate aku tahan ngilu.

last time i consult a dentist when i was 12! 10 year ago! ahahaha.. no wonder la i cant stop shaking since the first sight of his face mask, ngan dental tools nye lagi.. semua tajam², tikam pon leh mati tuh... ngeri ngeri...

dentist tu name Mr. Song (Encik Lagu.. ahhahahahahaha). terbayang² plak wajah dentist jahat dalam filem The Dentist. eeiii takut nye.. tp nasib baik dia ni xsengeri dentist lam citer tu. dia leh pujuk² soh rilek. eheh.. cam pujuk budak kicik je. so far ok la.. not as bad as i thot :P~

lagi 2 weeks, i need to see him again. nak double check my teeth condition.

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ni aku nak cerita public transport kat kemaman plak..

damn hard to get a prebet!!! kalo naik cab, nak melintas jln pon dorang charge RM5. prebet plak, asyik xnak anto aku, alasan different direction. more than an hour seh aku tunggu!! marah nye. kepala da berasap tahan panas matahari, hati ni da meluap² bengang.. hiii... xde ke sesape nak improve public transport kat sini!!

dekat sejam setengah baru le ade brader prebet nak tompangkan aku.. rase nak menangis terharu je. terok aku kena ari nih.. da la gigi sakit.. uhuk uhuk...... :(~


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  11:40 AM   [ 1 comment(s) ]

Thursday, September 09, 2004

..:[ dear Bi... ]:..


dear Bi,

i miss u...
when something silly happens, n i think of how we'll laugh about it..

i miss u...
when i'm having a bad day, n i know ur smile would cheer me up in a minute...

i miss u...
when there's exciting news, n you're not here to share the celebration...

i miss u...
during ordinary moments when we just being together, still would make the day special...

i miss u...
every minutes every moments, whenever we're not together...

i wish that...
u are here... but... u didnt...

:(~


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  6:22 PM   [ 0 comment(s) ]

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

..:[ x abih² sangap ]:..


start writin': 0137pm

hurm.. ngantuk nye.... terpisat² mate aku.. kalau la ade katil kat depan aku skang........ syiok nye...

malas nak gi lunch. perot kenyang lagi. pg td da breakfast.

td around 10am, kwn ayah aku, abg K singgah. aged around 32-34, married with 2 children, sempoi je. dia pi kedai hardware dekat ofis. ajak aku minum kat restoran arkam kat bawah ni. this is not the 1st time he dropped by, sblom ni da pernah singgah sekali. aku pernah lepak umah dia 2 3 mlm. anak dia cute wooo.. mcm mak dia. aku respect dia as one of my ayah's fren loh. dia pon treat aku biase je. alaa, kalo ngan laki miang ni kite leh tau la.. erm.. tp hati orang mane leh nak duga kan. instinct aku ni xleh pakai sgt. slalu judge org baik aje, tp dalam, pergghhh busuk seh! tp xtau la, dia ni ok je... kot..

borak punye borak tup² dia bukak citer pasal disko. sape sangka, muke skit nye baik pi disko gak. bukan la maksud aku yg pi disko ni sumer buruk pangai cam hantu, juz that cant imagine him, abg K terkinja² menari kat dance floor... kekekekek.. aku agak mesti buruk no view mase tu :P kalau Kak Za (his wife) nampak, mau pengsan x bangun²..

da la tu siap dia ajak aku pi Legend. ayyo amma... x nak la aku cari pasal lg. laki org seh! aiii.. apsal idup aku dikelilingi ngan laki org nih. adeh.. kes aku yg satu tu pon x cool lagi, masih hot, membara.. nak aku cari pasal lagi... tau dek ayah aku mau kena side-kick..

al-kisah boss kat kemaman ni plak. hurm.. nak citer pon payah. kusut masai dibuat nye. x tau dah nak buat caner ngan dia ni. nak komplen² boss aku, ayah kwn aku plak tu, camane pon respek kat dia tu ade. so bertambah susah la aku nak setel.

ari tu, aku da hangin, aku merepek kat kawan aku and aku sound nak brenti keje. ala, hati tgh hot ckp ape pon xde pikir panjang. mmg terpikir tu ade tp rasional kate, aku leh sabar lagi. masalah nye, bile sampai kat telinga dia, dia pi kepoh kat HQ kat KL bgtau tau GM yg aku nak brenti tu apsal???? naper x nak diskas direct ngan aku??? payah ke nak bukak mulut ckp sendiri ngan aku??? tanye ape masalah aku ke, ape ke... ini idak, di belit² nye sampai GM tu 3-4 kali duk kol dan tanye, "betul ke madah, awak nak berenti keje? why? xbes ke keje ngan atrax?". sampai naik malu muke aku ni.. da dia tanye centu, what am i suppose to answer? how to answer? bigboss plak tu yg tanye. smlm dia kol lagi. tu da kali ke3 dia kol tanye soklan tu. muke naik tebal seh, da mcm kulit kayu.. tensen plak dibuek nye.. aku ni kan org bawahan dia, panggilan glemer KULI. so takut ke kat aku ni?? ayyo ammaaaa...

...lame² camni leh migrain aku...

ended: 0205pm


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  1:35 PM   [ 0 comment(s) ]

Monday, September 06, 2004

..:[ pangkor story ]:..


back from pangkor island

wah.. letih belum ilang agi, ari ni da kena keje.. ponat nye... mcm nak tido jek

so far.. :) not as bad as i thot. semua berjalan ngan lancar. i guess joined the family day is quite a good decision. ye la. dapat kenal² dorang, dorang dapat kenal² aku. so xde la prejudgement yg melampau. i guess all this time i'm over exaggerate la. kak atie pon not as bad as i thot. she's a nice woman, and pretty too. tp biase la bos kan.. sometime they are bossy (dah mmg bos pon).

got new frens loh! introducing.. kak atie, kak zana, kak ida, ija, aishah, ita, erin, en zull, bolat, kojai, cham, abg sham, farhan, wan, panjang, rafiz, bujang, abg rizal, abg rahim, oli, awie, yie, dan sebagainye. eheh.. lain tu set² veteran. so consider sbg lain² la.

met my boss's wife, kak ton. sepanjang kat pangkor langsung xtego dia. bukan xnak tego tp da dia moncOng manjang kat aku, takut gak nak tego². xleh nak agak ape ade lam ati dia. is she still mad at me (yg innocent ni)? kang silap tego kang xpasal² berlaku adegan tarik² rambut. xbesh ar org tgk. tp aku xde la tarik moncong kat dia, just aku ignore n pretend like nothing had happened. lagipon, aku tau.. sepanjang kat sane dorang sumer duk peratikan aku. part tu je yg xbesh. mcm org bersalah plak. walhal aku xde wat mende pon. pantang sebut name bos aku, ade je yg sok sek kat telinga aku, "haa madah, buah ati ko". gilo! laki org tuh.. hiih. xfaham aku la...... rase goli pon ade. xpernah terlintas la wei.. sori skit..



sundown at pangkor, 7.20pm


Pangkor Paradise Beach Resort - 1st till 4th of Sept '04


part² lain, aku mmg enjoy. just aktiviti packed gile. ade je mende dorang ajak main. treasure hunt, sukaneka, karaoke, snorkeling, mandi laut, layan jiwang tepi pantai, makan, skodeng.. :D aku menang treasure hunt je. lain aku main cincai² je. badan da penat, xkuaso den. paling best, snorkeling ar. first time aku snorkle. camdoh je. aku da la xreti berenang, duk risau takut tenggelam pdhal safety jacket da pakai. maklum la, berat.. :P~


treasure hunt - 2nd place - from left; oli, wan, yie and me


depan chalet


kota belanda (they said this old fort is haunted)


really enjoy ourselves. lupe segala masalah kejab. lupe sumer pasal keje. enjoy. enjoy. enjoy.

arrived home at 5pm yesterday, letih, muka sumer hitam cam negro, sunburn.. nak tido xleh, bising... tensen tul share rumah ramai² nih. kul 12am baru tido, tu pon terjaga kul 1am sbb ade sorang pompuan ni duk gayut, da la tu tergelak² tgh mlm kaco aku tido.. hiii hangin satu bodi dibueknye. sabo je la.

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i guess i'm not too late to wish HAPPY INDEPENDENT DAY!!!! ari tu 31st august xsempat nak wish, aku kat pangkor manede net nak online. so to all MALAYSIANS!! let shout out!! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Tanggal 31
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Merdeka ! Merdeka !
Tetaplah merdeka
Ia pasti menjadi sejarah
Tanggal 31
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Hari yang mulia
Hari bahagia
Sambut dengan jiwa yang merdeka
Mari kita seluruh warga negara
Ramai-ramai menyambut hari merdeka
Merdeka !
Tiga satu bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Hari mulia negaraku merdeka
Merdeka!.. Merdeka!.. Merdeka!..

p/s: kebarkan jalur gemilang :)~

Jalur Gemilang


haVin'  thiS  FOoLish ThOt  at  8:36 AM   [ 0 comment(s) ]