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Friday, October 29, 2004
bi da slamat sampai mlm td. pepagi td dia kol.. legaaaa.... eheh
today is our day. bi, happy third year. :)~ love ya..
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 2:19 PM
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
smlm bi kate nak gi KL ngan member dia, adik. sampai skang xde kabo berita. pg td dia miskol je skali. kol dia xdapat... caner ek....
risau nye...
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 5:08 PM
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Monday, October 25, 2004
server down ari ni. boring giler. xde mende nak buat. tenet xleh surf. sangap nyeh.
9.00am - godek² try check mane yg xkena ngan server. hurm, xdetect network card.
1.00pm - ijie, bf kasma dtg tgkkan server tu. network card may be kena tukar.
2.10pm - ijie balik, dia ade keje nak kena ke ksb plak.
2.15pm - terkebil²...
5.00pm - ijie dtg lagi skali nak try reinstall driver network card tu kot2 jadi. tapi tak jadi gak lagi.
6.00pm - ijie balik. aku nak balik xleh. ujan lebat. al-maklum aku kan balik jln kaki. terkebil² lagi kat tangga tunggu ujan reda.
6.30pm - ujan renyai². nekad nak redah je. basah pon basah la. xkan nak duk situ jek sampai mlm. blk mlm lagi xseswai. xselamat.
aku pulang dlm kebasahan hujan. mcm syahdu jek jiwa. mcm sedih jek. camdoh pon ade gak. jln jek. cam xde perasaan. ape aku buat ni tgh² maghrib ni haaa? semua org syiok mkn kat umah memasing, aku duk terkedek² sorang diri.. singgah pasar ramadhan. da xde org. tinggal tokei² gerai duk mkn. beli ayam percik seketul. pastu blah. lalu kat satu gerai mkn ni. ade 2 3 mamat ngah bersantap. mcm biase. duk suit², panggil aku mcm aku ni anak ayam.. aku ngah xde mood nak tego² plak.. kalo ade mood pon xkuase nak layan de. straight je aku jln wat pekak.
tetiba dengar satu suara dr group tu sound aku.. "argh! muke mcm la lawa sgt! meluat aku! berlagak! ingat kitorang ni nak sgt betina cam tu? bodoh sombong! bla bla bla..." terkedu aku. terkebil² lagi. wat pekak je. bergenang air mate. sampai ati ckp aku centu... ape salah aku? kang layan ckp aku pompuan senang nak ayat. pompuan murah. xreti jaga diri. kalo tak layan centu plak dorang ckp. panggil aku betina??? sob.. sepanjang jln pastu xleh tahan air mate. sampai ati... sape yg bodoh sombong? sape yg berlagak? mane letak akal dorang? mane letak waras dorang? mane letak logik? mcm tu jenih laki pon ade? ckp main lepas jek... mcm org xde akal. mcm org xde moral. blom kenal aku lagi da ckp centu. aku x faham la. aku x puas ati! bongok nye la...
2 3 ari lepas aku hepi jek. hidup manusia mmg mcm roda. ari ni sampai mase aku duk kat bawah plak. hari² hepi pon bosan gak kan.. ade hikmah ni. sabar je...
dull. that's how i feel...
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:28 PM
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
dear diary,
these two days, i had a very good time :)
yesterday (thurs), bi came and fetched me at the office and we (with another fren of bi, with same name as bi, shahrim) planned to buka puase together-gether. out of sudden, the car broke down. tetiba kete mati tetengah traffic lite, tgh ujan lebat pulak tu. haru biru dibuatnye. both the guys push the car while i at the driver sit driving the car to the roadside. lucky that we already bought some kuih at the pasar ramadhan so after azan we juz eat the kuih while wait the rain to stop raining. cant do anythin in the heavy rain.
then we try to start the car again. we did it but after a few yards the car broke again. bi decided to call for his fren, a mechanic. waited for 3 hours then the mechanic came. for god sake dunno what took him so long. takkan melayu hilang di bumi. duk amal la sgt janji melayu tu. caner nak maju kalo camni? ih ih ih.. tah ape masalahnye nye spare part xdpt cari mlm tu. both three of us stuck xleh gi memane. so the mechanic soh la tido umah dia dulu sementara tunggu kete setel. sib baik sok aku cuti, xkeje.
pi mai pi mai, 2am baru la kami dpt mkn. aku yg xpuase ilek la skit. lapar tu lapar la jugak sbb x puase pon mane le nak mkn pape bulan2 puase cam ni kat opis tu. abih sgt curi2 minum milo kat blakang. kesian kat bi ngan shahrim la. berbuka ngan kuih je 2 3 ketul, tolak kete lagi, sejuk ujan lagi. letih le memasing dibueknye..
8am td bangun tido, kete lom setel. kebetulan the machanic nak kena gi KL ari nih. kete tu dia soh kwn dia setelkan. on his way to KL tu, dia tompangkan aku balik umah. tinggal bi ngan sharim je la kat umah tu tunggu kete siap. sampai umah aku da tergolek sambung tido. letih woo...
after maghrib td bi called ajak mkn same. dia lom buke puase. kete baru siap 7pm td. pusing2 sat cari pot then stopped at a restoren in chendor, near kuantan-kemaman border. sikit nye susah nak buka puase ngan bi. dr smlm plan ari ni baru dpt.. tough experience huh.. keh keh.. then we mkn2, borak, nearly 10pm baru gerak. singgah town sat. cilok (dan bayo) 2 3 ketol cd kat kedai. then they send me home. salam ngan bi then say goodbye...
sampai umah, menung2 kejab. pasang cd aku beli. the princess diary 2 and a cinderella story. both like a fairy tale story. syiok dan masyuk gak. citer da basi aku baru terhegeh2 nak beli. heheh..
hurm.... at this point, it's already 4.15am. cant sleep la... terkebil2 tgk shiling. decided to write this on my pc. need to write something. cant stop thinkin and refreshin the memory :) even all three of us had a tough experience but every moment i feel happy. yg senak kepala lutut cari solution, those two heroes-who-save-my-life la, aku cool jek. heh. crazy am i? coz i'm with him. every moment with him is very precious to me. rase mcm kanak2 riang baru kenal cinta je. ahhaahah. jiwang kepala lutut. ni mesti side effect tgk citer cinderella story td nih. bes la hilary duff!
dah la tu madah oit. bawak2 bertenang skit... dah jom masuk tido! :P~ hurm.. bi mesti da tido skarang nih...... udah! udah! tido la! ye la, nak tido la ni.. ehehheheh.
gudnite all!
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 3:52 AM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
tetiba aku rase nok tulih dalang bahase ibunde aku. cakak dang tulih dalang bahase tranung. ahahhaha dulik la orang dok pahang. janji rock..
sakik goh la perot aku ari ning. dok leh puase aku ari ning. hurm.. cuti bulanang. nok wat guane. bukang keje kite, anugerah tuhan.. aduh.. td gi curi² minung kat blakang. horlick. keh keh keh.. bimbang gok kalo tetiba boh ke abg rahim ke masok. malu sepoing. kemaring kutuk boh aku dok ingat dunia, ari ni aku plok curi² minung, makang biskut.. tp tu la.. sakit nye dok tahang woo. tegang jek perot aku nih. pinggang sakit. kaki sakit. semua sakit. rase nok muntoh jek. rase nok guling². kalu aku ade kat umoh ni konfem bergolek dok bangung² doh nih. ih beh kalu ade minyok cap kapok ke, tuam air panah ke.. sakit nyeh.... macang nok nangih je rase...
ni la derita kaum hawa.. eh doh bunyi mcm maroh ngan ketentuan nih.. bukan maksud gitu eh. sakit bulanang. x dok ubat nok stop kan nye. terima la seadanya. ade hikmah bukang sesaje. ni ade budok laki hok aku jumpe duk pelekeh je mende² gining. dok tau ke sakit nye kadang² bleh rase macang orang nok bersaling, beranok.. betol. bukang gura². mmg sakit gile. gi la tanye kat mok or bini mung semer. tanye sakit nye macang mane.. so dok payoh la nok kutok² aku ponteng puose. aku tengoh sakik ning. kang aku sekeh blake semer.. ih ih
aduh.. lambak nye kul 5.. nok balik. nok baring. nok tido...
aduh.. sakitnye...
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 4:15 PM
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
hurm.. mula nye aku xnak tulih nih. tp pikir balik, ini kan aku nye blog. so suke aku ar nak tulih ape..
al-kisah aku nak ngumpat skit neh. hurm.. al-kisah lagi bos aku xpuase... pada sesape yg kenal bos aku pepandai korang la mengcover. aku xnak kecoh² satu opis tp tangan ni gatal jek nak taip post ni. mate yg nengok ni pon mcm gatal semacam jek..
adeh.. ape nak jadi. serba salah gak. nak tego karang bos aku, umo nye sangat la jauh tua nye dr aku. lg tua dr ayah aku tu. xseswai jugak nak menegor. tp tu la.. kot ye pon, cover² la skit depan anak buah ni. xreti² nak cover? ih ih ihhh.. caner nak jd pemimpin..
pepagi da lepak kat smokin area tuh, sap rokok. tgh ari siap buat teh cicah biskot, sambil sap rokok. siap cawan, habuk rokok bersepah atas meja, tunggu aku kemas. ih ih.. segan plak aku yg tengok. aku yg ade mase boleh tinggal puase ni pon xde la nak open sgt sampai centu. malu gak kat diri sendiri. buruk nye la aku nengok. ih ih ih..
sori la kalo terkasar taip tp mmg gatal betol la mate aku nih. xtahan di buek nye. ni baru 3rd day puase, dah mcm tu.. nanti aku kol van mayat soh dtg mai jemput dia... eheh.. ape la nak jadi..
adeh.. dah terkurang pahala aku ari nih.....
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 3:00 PM
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they said this song was created by Micheal Jackson for his album, Towards The Light.
listen to it: Micheal's Song
Give thanks to Allah,
For the moon and the stars
Praise Him all day for what it and what was
Take hold of your "Iman"
Don't give in to "Shaitan"
Oh you who believe please give thanks to Allah.
Allahu Gafur, Allahu Rahim, Allahu Yuhib-ul-Muhsinin,
Wa Khalikuna, Wa Razikuna, Wahua Alla Kulli Shai-in Kadir
Allah is Gafur, Allah is Rahim,
Allah is the one who loves the Mohsinin,
He is a creater, He is a sustainer
And He is the one who has power over all.
Give thanks to Allah,
For the moon and the stars
Praise Him all day for what is and what was
Take hold of your "Iman"
Don't give in to "Shaitan"
Oh you who believe please give thanks to Allah.
Allahu Gafur, Allahu Rahim, Allahu Yuhib-un-Muhsinin
Wa Khalikuna, Wa Razikuna, Wahua Alla Kulli Shai-in Kadir
Allah is Gafur, Allah is Rahim,
Allah is the one who loves the Mohsinin,
He is a creater, He is a sustainer
And He is the one who has power over all.
sejuk telinga aku yg mendengar, sejuk sampai ke hati..
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:31 AM
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Thursday, October 14, 2004

juz wanna wish SELAMAT BERPUASE tu all.
puase la rerajin yek. to kaum adam jgn ponteng, to kaum hawa jgn lanjutkan 'cuti' puase anda.. :D~
sok may be puase, hih... x sabar nyeh tunggu raye... ahak!
da!
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 6:28 PM
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pepagi td da kena follow en. zull, sama abg rezal and abg roslan, gi MINDEF (Minister of Defense). follow atrax technology nak present new security technology. aku ni tompang nak blaja cara dorang keje je. kaki sibok la kire nye.. so far ok la sgt...
hurm.. today.. satu rahsia yg berkurun lama membelengu benak ku telah terbongkar.. huhu.. tak kusangka orang tua itu punye angkara. hurm.. nak citer sini pon malas dah. citer lame sebenarnye, malas nak ungkit. tp yg penting aku tau sape yg busuk ketiak dan busuk kaki tuh. dia sbnrnye org yg byk tolong aku tp tu la.. nak buat camane..
salah aku tu ade, salah dia pon ade. mase tu aku ade buat salah, dan dia guna cara yg tidak menggunakan kematangan dan kewarasan dia untuk betolkan kesilapan aku. dia gunakan cara budak skola tingkatan 2! cara yg unacceptable! dammit, nak kate lutut dia ade otak x logik plak.. hisy.. dah merepek dah aku nih...
org mcm tu nak aku respek?? nampak je baik.. ke mane saje org duk puji, baik la dia tu, ramah tamah, xkedekut, xberkire... tp slalu nyusahkan idup aku, kebahagiaan rumah tanggaku dan keluarga ku... xtau la, instinct aku xleh terima, dulu kewarasan aku kabur ngan budi yg dia tabur skarang pengalaman telah mengajar aku erti kejujuran.. cewah.. tah pape.. tp tu la kebenaran pahit yg terpakse ku telan jua..
to u guys, JANGAN JADI HAPRAK DAN HIPOKRIK, pekejadah tah nyusahkan org!!
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 2:24 PM
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
fuh... penat minda aku. byk seh mende aku kena belajar.. ari ni je da sambung lg separuh study pasal choke valve ngan control valve. perghh... amat la mengelirukan....
hurm.. i think i can do it. memula may be la berat skit tp lame² da biase karang ok la tu.. kot... nak kena familiarkan diri ngan mendalah² baru nih.
pening bangat loh
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 5:50 PM
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
12pm - 2.30pm
attending my 1st class for the training. so far ok la....
memula abg jai citer pasal choke valve. aku da nganga dan terkebil². try damn hard to make sense of every single thing he explain to me. mmg la faham basic² thing tuh tp bile masuk part istilah dia, name itu ini aku da blur. nak kena hafal ke sumer tu?? hoho itu sudah semestinye. kang sok luse org tanye lagi la beso nganga mulut aku karang.
pastu dia citer caner nak present, ape yg yg kite nak kena presentation kat customer, step² dia, ape yg dorang slalunye nak dengo, ape yg ditanye, caner kite nak respon dan byk le lagi. mcm syiok tp bile duk bayangkan aku kena wat sumer tu sorang diri, the very² independent, got scared jugak la..
abg jai citer experience dia, caner dia start dr bawah. dr xde basic langsung lam bidang oil n gas ni sampai le skang da stabil segalanya. mude lagi dia tuh, ensem lagi ha. mcm exciting jugak la.. mampukah aku jd cam dia. insyaAllah.. :D~ moh la kite pakat² doakan kejayaan ku...
4.10pm - 5.30pm
sesi ngan abg rahim plak. dia ajo tang sales and marketing. so far ok la jugak. xde ape² yg complicated dan memeningkan kepala lutut. dia ajo beberapa etika dalam bidang sales nih. huhu..
aku ni da jauh no lari yek. basic in IT, skang nak terjun ke sales and marketing, oil and gas. kire aku ni sbnrnye bidan terjun. da xde org lain nak buat, aku la jugak yg kena belasah. dan aku rela.. wohoho. pepon bg aku rase this change is quite interesting, fascinating and exciting. eheheh..
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 5:37 PM
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There used to be a graying time all alone on the sea
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remain a drug gets me high, that's how I feel
Did you know that when it snows my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be see
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe?
But did you know that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rise on the grey (If I should fall...)
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe
But did you know, that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
Kiss From A Rose - Seal
pepagi da dengo abg rezal mainkan lagu nih.. masyuk lagi menyentuh perasaan. da lame cari lagu nih.. thnx abg rezal!!
i dedicated this song to Bi.. :)~
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 11:12 AM
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Monday, October 11, 2004
mlm td bertolak kul 11mlm, sampai pudu kul 4pg. stuck kat pudu 2jam sbb xde transport nak gerak ke wangsa maju. kepala da biol ngantuk gile. sabo je la..
kul 6pg dpt train, putra line to wangsa maju, tambang RM2.10. took a cab to rampai court umah kak zana, tambang RM3.40. sampai kul 7pg. teros baring and kroh kroh.. zzzzzz
bangun kul 9pg. mandi², gosok baju. breakfast kak zana sediakan, campball mashroom soup n bread, syiok. ke opis kul 9.45pg. lepak², setup pc that i'm using now, pc baru lom install pape skang dah leh surfin. YM lom setel xdapat install asik error, dunno why.
kak ati bgtau ari ni xdpt start training sbb en rahim x di-inform akan berkenaan kedatanganku so he's not ready for any training. kojai pon same xtau aku datang, pagi lagi da gi klcc meeting ngan petronas. so may be esok akan start training tu. ari ni aku goyang² kaki je la sambil membzkan diri yg x bz ni.
ape lagi nak citer? hurm, td bi bgtau dia anto umi dia medical check up kat sepital dungun. ari tu umi masuk wad, sakit. aku pon xpasti sgt ape sakitnye. tp skang da kuar da ok skit. cume kena slalu follow up check kat sepital.
hurm.. mate aku ni ngantuk gile babeng. semlm tido baper jam je. ade la 2 3 jam. sememeh jek aku rase.
hurm.. out of word.. bye
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 2:26 PM
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
watashi no namae/my name is/nama saye...
japanese name = Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) Amane (sound of heaven) > hurm got a strange meaning
the kawaii japanese name = Nahoko Hamada
british name = Margaret Callaghan
assasin name = Olivia The russian Kalishnakov
US job nickname = Hot Lips > watevah!
third grade name (8 y.o.) = General Freaky A. Birdbrain > also got 8 years old name.. ahak
fairy name = Snowdrop Brandy Stream
harry potter name = Snow Leopard
retarded anime fan name = Dragon-slayer Vampire Sakana -Sama
fluffy kitty name = Powderpuff Merryweather
ethnic stud name = Dolores Amante > sexy.. euuww
gothic name = Nirvana , with Her Many Thorns of Anarchy > so here my gothic name
madness name = poninja master
hardcore sonnowabith punk-ass name = You Gonna Die for ur Government Thats Shit > tahpape tah
name my frens like to call me = snickerdoodle > huh??
my name means = You have no life but will end up a millionare > ahahah.. well i hope so..
have ur name test here
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mlm ni gi KL ngan bas... kematu lg la bontot aku..
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 5:13 PM
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Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 47%
Visual : 52%
Left : 50%
Right : 50%
summary:
You are one of those rare individuals who are perfectly "balanced" in both your hemispheric tendencies and your sensory learning preferences. However, there is both good news and bad news.
A problem with hemispheric balance is that you will tend to feel more conflict than someone who has a clearly established dominance. At times the conflict will be between what you feel and what you think but will also involve how you attack problems and how you perceive information. Details which will seem important to the right hemis- phere will be discounted by the left and vice versa, which can present a hindrance to learning efficiently.
In the same vein, you may have a problem with organization. You might organize your time and/or space only to feel the need to reorganize five to ten weeks later.
On the positive side, you bring resources to problem-solving that others may not have. You can perceive the "big picture" and the essential details simultaneously and maintain the cognitive perspective required. You possess sufficient verbal skills to translate your intuition into a form which can be understood by others while still being able to access ideas and concepts which do not lend themselves to language.
Your balanced nature might lead you to second-guess yourself in artistic endeavors, losing some of the fluidity, spontaneity and creativity that otherwise would be yours.
With your balanced sensory styles, you process data alternately, at times visually and other times auditorially. This usage of separate memories may cause you to require more time to integrate information or re-access it. When presented with situations which force purely visual or purely auditory learning, increased anxiety is likely and your learning efficiency will decrease.
Your greatest benefit is that you can succeed in multiple fields due to the great plasticity and flexibility you possess.
have ur own brain test here
i'm a rare prefectly balanced!! not quite sure whether true or not, but that's the result i got
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:27 AM
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
i think my lucky star is shining :) *ting *ting~
i'll be in KL on monday for training. will stay for 1 or 2 weeks. need to prepare myself before start all over new. cewah
nak kate konfiden tu mmg xkonfiden ar tp i'll try my bes. bukan semua org dpt peluang. hurm.. tah la. bg org lain may be xde la shiny sgt lucky star aku ni tp bagi aku yg mmg da pening paler mikirkan mase depan ni rase bergemerlapan jek star aku tu.. i thot aku akan foreva n ever clerk je.. tetiba je my hero fall on my lap n offer me the lucky star.. ahak (ape aku merepek tah)
so let us pray for my lucky star ok :) *ting *ting~
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 1:51 PM
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
i think a big change will happen in this few weeks.. may be.. i'm not sure yet whether it'll happen or not but i can feel it (watevah)..
but i really hope that it would happen. i dont want to stay in this stage foreva. i need improvement, changes. hurm...
bad or lucky star???
prayin for my lucky star..... *ting *ting~
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 5:27 PM
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Monday, October 04, 2004
keep repeating in my head since yesterday..
i: caner ek.. caner nak buat, nak ubah.. saye ni terlalu sensetif la bi.. xleh nak ubah. cepat no terasa kalo org salah ckp.. (sbnrnye aku risau nanti bi bosan ngan aku sbb prangai aku yg satu nih, n time tu aku baru lepas majuk :P~ )
bi: (hesitate a moment) awk ingat tak ape yg bi pernah kate kat awk dulu mase memula kite declare couple?
i: hurm.. (think hard)
bi: confirm x ingat. awk mmg susah nak ingat mende yg bi bgtau
i: bukan centu, byk ngat mende bi bgtau time tu. mane satu? (alasan x pernah abih)
bi: bi pernah kate, once bi kate bi nak kat awk bukan maknenye bi nak kat awk kerana figure awk, bodi or rupe semate². bi nak kat awk seadanya awk dan semua yang berkaitan awk, semua kat sekeliling awk. kelemahan, keburukan awk, family awk, adik² awk, sedara mara awak. awak ni macam tulang yg bengkok, saye sebagai laki yang kena lentur dan bimbing awk. awk faham?
ape yg bi ckp kali ni bebetul menyentuh logik, mengusik sensitiviti, dan mengganggu kewarasan aku. dulu bi pernah bgtau tp xlekat kat otak. masuk telinga kiri, kuar telinga kanan. ayat tu may be biase je, but no one have said it to me before. no one wants to..
he's different.. he's not like other.. i love him for what he is.. :'(
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 2:07 PM
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Sat, 2nd Oct:
aku ngan bi sampai KL tgh ari. sampai Mines tgk xde la ramai ngat sampai.. tp mase start majlis tu leh tahan le.. ade le over 20 people yg dtg. aku ingat xsampi 10 dah yg dtg. ahak.. so far ok la. rindu gile nak tgk muke kwn2 rapat. fiza, ida, jali, apitt, ajib, shaan, dan lain² tuh. fariqi pon ade! ahak! gile lah lame xjumpe bebudak tu...
ptg, gi bangi jemput adik aku, suhaimi atau aku panggil semi je.. pergghh jambu la dia. sesape tgk komfom cair.. hurm.. da lame da tak jumpe dia. ade la 4 5 bulan. last time jumpe rambut panjang leh ikat, tp skang da pendek. muke plak dah putih melepak duk keje lam aircond x kena panas. clean n clear. x mcm aku. first sight aku pandang dia, saling x tumpah arwah ayah aku. bersentak kejap. rambut baru dia yg buat nampak dia sebijik arwah ayah.. hurm.. rindu nye ayah...
kena tunggu dia setel keje lu. kul 8mlm kuar mkn. besh gile lah tempat semi bwk kami mkn. Yankies Club ke ape tah. restoran tu kat bangi. tempat ala² kampung gitu. ish.. aku plak lupe bawak camera.. kalo tak byk gambo aku leh share kat sini.. mmg lawa lah tempat tuh. mkn ikan bakar. perghh..
me with 2 guys i love the most.. one is my brother, another one is my lover.. ahak! ceit.. tp aku happy sesangat. :)~ kalo la kami sekeluarga kat situ time tuh.. komfom lagi meriah.. rindu nye...
dah mkn, balik umah semi. nak amik pc aku kat dia. rumah mcm tokang pecah! rumah bujang le katekan. sempat la tgk semi main gitar.. terer gile! dia bgtau, bile dia main lagu butterfinger (lupe title) dia teringat kat arwah ayah. lagu tu seswai sgt. hurm.. dulu dia mmg rapat ngan arwah ayah. so dia la yg paling terasa kehilangan ayah. walaupon aku sulung dan paling byk memori tp bond dia lagi kuat dr aku.
mlm tu lepak sane. nak balik kemaman tp badan da letih sgt. umah semi xde org. dia sorang je, so leh le aku tompang lalu.
Sun, 3rd Oct:
balik kemaman. kul 1 lebih bertolak dr sane. ptg sampai kemaman. letih nye...
Mon, 4th Oct:
start keje...
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 8:49 AM
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This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
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