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Monday, August 29, 2005
27 August 2005 :
follow bi and abg maliki tgk lumbe kete kat kijal. interesting. 1st time aku gi tgk kete. dulu slalu follow bi gi tgk moto je..
tp sbb ujan, acara tunda. kami balik awal, kul10. lepak minum² lu. mlm ni dorang nak balik kg kat marang, luse cousin dorang, si yomi tu kawen. ne tunggu cousin lg satu dorang dr joho nak follow balik ganu skali. so bi and abg maliki lepak umah lu tgk cd stealth ngan the island. beh gak. slalu balik umah layan joni je, xpon terkebil² tgk tv sampai pengsan (tido)...
tgh syiok² layan cd tu, tiba² dengo joni jerit² kat luar gaduh ngan kucing umah sebelah... panik gile aku! ape lagi cepat² la gi selamat kan joni! joni lari masuk umah pastu nyorok blakang sofa... sian sgt... aku mcm nak nangis tgk dia comot gile! aku amik dia sapu², pastu dia mcm nangis je... dia jln hencut²! sial nye kucing sbelah umah.... ko gigit kaki joni sampai dia da tempang!!!
aku da panik gile, kalu dia tempang seumur idup cane??? aaaa tidak!!! mmg nangis ar aku mlm tu, tp cover comel depan bi ngan abg maliki... kalu ikut ati... aku gi sembelih dah kucing tu, buat pau ke tat ke sup ke.... kurang ajo betul la... tuan dia tak reti ke ajo kucing dia menghormati kaum² kucing yg lain??? bodoh punye kucing! tak skolah!
28 August 2005 :
balik keje, joni nampak lemah je. kaki dia nampak da better dr mlm td, tp still tempang lagi. aku amik dia peluk, panas sgt badan dia!!! joni demam!!! aaaaaa!!!!! mkn pon xselera! aku kasi dia minum susu, kasi mkn spesel²... tp dia mkn sikit je..... uhuk uhuk.... jahat nye kucing umah sbelah.... naper ko gigit joni sampai dia demam camni...... :'(
today :
aku balik keje awal semata² nak tgk joni. sampai je umah, kucing sial umah sbelah tu duk amik² angin plak depan umah aku!! hangin gile! aku amik batu² baling kat dia. bodoh punye kucing!!! balik umah ko laaa!!! sibuk je nyemak kat umah aku ngan joni!!! blah laaaaa!!!! joni da demam dan tempang ko gigit kemarin!!!!
huh!
dah tu, aku bukan pintu, joni ngan epi nye sambut aku balik... perrgghh.... epi gile.. demam dia pon da kurang... dia da bleh main² ngan epi nye..... :)
tp... dia da start gigit² aku balik.... aku jln skit dia kejar pastu dia gigit... iskk.....
xpe la... asal joni sihat...... dan comel selalu....
sayang joni.... :)
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:51 PM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
hidup ini roda....
insyaAllah aku dpt sambung lagi kontrak keje sampai next March 2006. it's a good news. and i'm happy.
rezeki aku... alhamdulillah
2 ari umah aku xde air. pg td mandi pon skit nye seksa arap air lam tangki da makin surut, da nazak gile. td balik dr opis da senak perut plak. masuk jamban tader air... perghhh... sakit nye prot!!!!!!
time² kritikal mcm ni la dia nak sakit.... merana gak aku... da la tu, joni berak kencing dlm jamban tu tak reti² nak kasi flush ke simbah² skit (joni mmg tak akan bulih nak flush sbb dia terlalu pendek, paras atas skit buku lali aku je) bau da perrrrgghhhhh.... tahap mati!! mcm² sisa dia buang plak tu....
dlm keadaan merana dan tersiksa tu, aku da terpikir nak pecut itto gi umah bi. tumpang berak... akakakkakaka.... i cant imagine.... akakakaka... can u guys imagine??? senak perut aku membayangkan nye.... awek bi yg cun melecun dan wangi ni nak tompang berak kat umah bi... aarrgghhhhh.... kelakar gile!!!! akakakkakkaa tergolek²!!!! :'D~
tp rational, keayuan dan kecunan aku melarang aku dari berbuat demikian.... aku mula la ke hulu da ke hilir....
intai² kat meter air tu naper la xde air.. bil xpernah miss bayar, kalu potong temporary pon naper xde notis? belek nye belek... rupe nye ade lembu bertopeng manusia telah tutup pil utama kat kat meter air aku tu!!!! haprakkambenmangkokayuncawansudiplesongdahgilekemanusia!!! sakit ati tahap migrain!
pastu ape lagi.... aku pon pecut le masuk jamban.... pergghhh....
tu la kisah aku ari ni.....
hidup ini roda....
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 10:00 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
balik kg ari khamis. mlm tu kat umah borak ngan cik. byk yg kami borak. lame x borak panjang. borak sampai 5pg.
dr kisah adik² aku, family, sampai la kisah² lame. kisah arwah ayah, kisah ayah aku skarang...
my mother have told me this one thing. one thing i could never thot before. one thing that's hurt me so much.
aku frust amat... aku x leh terima tp depan cik x setitis airmata pon yg aku tunjuk.. tp hati aku rase sakit sgt...
i'm just 8 on the day he's died. but still i got memories of those days. dan memori 15thn dulu tu menyangkal semua kenyataan yg baru aku terima!
aku ingat lagi, samar².. picnic kat pantai, main layang², puding cik buat utk gantikan besday kek ayah aku, epi amat bile dpt jln2 ngan ayah sbb ayah slalu sibuk ngan kerja, senyuman ayah, pelukan ayah.. aku ingat ayah.. aku ingat ayah... damn, i remember too much. i used to love my memories with him... i love watching him from our family album.. :'(
still this is unacceptable! i hate to know that my mother isn't the only one! i hate to know that she've been so badly hurt despite those smiles i used to remember! i hate to heard those words came out from my mother...
this is too much...
semua dah berlalu, even ayah aku pon da tak de.. naper aku sedih sgt? bukan ke patot aku terima aje, mende da berlalu. idup kami skarang pon da jauh berbeza dgn mase memula ayah pegi.
wan nor sulaiha... i'll remember that name till the day i die...
dr kisah adik² aku, family, sampai la kisah² lame. kisah arwah ayah, kisah ayah aku skarang...
my mother have told me this one thing. one thing i could never thot before. one thing that's hurt me so much.
aku frust amat... aku x leh terima tp depan cik x setitis airmata pon yg aku tunjuk.. tp hati aku rase sakit sgt...
i'm just 8 on the day he's died. but still i got memories of those days. dan memori 15thn dulu tu menyangkal semua kenyataan yg baru aku terima!
aku ingat lagi, samar².. picnic kat pantai, main layang², puding cik buat utk gantikan besday kek ayah aku, epi amat bile dpt jln2 ngan ayah sbb ayah slalu sibuk ngan kerja, senyuman ayah, pelukan ayah.. aku ingat ayah.. aku ingat ayah... damn, i remember too much. i used to love my memories with him... i love watching him from our family album.. :'(
still this is unacceptable! i hate to know that my mother isn't the only one! i hate to know that she've been so badly hurt despite those smiles i used to remember! i hate to heard those words came out from my mother...
this is too much...
semua dah berlalu, even ayah aku pon da tak de.. naper aku sedih sgt? bukan ke patot aku terima aje, mende da berlalu. idup kami skarang pon da jauh berbeza dgn mase memula ayah pegi.
wan nor sulaiha... i'll remember that name till the day i die...
i'll find her. i need to know her. how's she looked like? is she pretty? did she got child? i need to! aku rase nak ganyang je dia. sepak ke terajang ke ape ke...
aargghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aeiurapfkaluer09aq8w43y rauh 983y4[0
................
lepas mlm tu jugak, impression aku kat ayah aku skarang (stepfather) da jauh berubah. ade ke jantan² dlm dunia skarang yg sanggup kawen janda anak 6, tinggalkan zaman bujang, pekakkan telinga ngan caci maki org lain, pikul beban tanggung kesusahan org lain hanya kerana rase bertanggungjawab?????
i'll bet, no one..
thank God.. xdpt aku bayangkan hidup kami kalau dia xde... xdpt gak aku bayangkan hidup kami kalau arwah ayah masih ade...
:'( tuhan maha berkuasa... i guess i need to accept all this.. He made this
for reasons... kesakitan cik rase dulu ade hikmah nye....
may be all i need is time..
i dont want to hate him :(... i used to love him...
...................
i still love him... i love him so much.... :'(
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 1:47 PM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
so now i have new frens, itto and this other new guy, joni
joni moved in last week 8th August. one day after, 9th august, itto moved in.. unfortunately, joni talk a language that i dont understand. he's cute, so comel and manje. i dont think he's understand my language either. while itto is worst. she cant talk, cant hear, and cant listen.
i live with two so comel yet unfortunate creatures....
heheheheh...
apepon, alhamdulillah. i got them.
yesterday, bi and i went jalan² around kemaman with itto. so sronot la! these 3 days i spent precious and happy moment with bi.. isk so sronot la. i wish i can have those moment everyday...
my contract pon da sambung lagi 3 bln. alhamdulillah.. rezeki...
i'm happy today. happier if bi is with me now.. :)
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TO ALL WHO SHOUT ME IN SHOUTBOX!
i'm sorry. i cant reply those msgs. i'm online from this bloody cyber cafe, and their PC are full of spam and spyware. system error.
anyway, thanx so much..
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 2:50 PM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
let's say.. something new is coming into my life..
it's not something that i invisible but something i can see and touch (no smell from this thing, i guess). something i'll buy with my own money. something to sit on and something that can move....
ahahhahahaahahha
i already got a name for her. funny, but i already have. itto. that is a name i thot i would give her. and it is a her because i dont have much fren here and i deadly needed a girl friend who i can call a best friend. so i'll consider itto as my fren....
ahahahah.... aku sebenarnya tengah berangan. aku blom pon lagi beli dia da berangan nak kan dia....
tak salah berangan asalkan bertempat.
i'll keep this as a secret.
i hate secrets but i like to keep one.
:D~ this feel damn good. keeping other's to wonder...
hahahahahhaahaaa
......
i should stop smiling and laughing.... ahahah
haVin' thiS FOoLish ThOt at 9:41 PM
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This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....
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