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Monday, August 30, 2004

..:[ sori² naik lori ]:..

rase bersalah plak ari tu (before last nite) duk simpan rase marah kat bi. aku marah dia xkol aku langsung.. ehehehhe.. adat la. name agi pompuan. mesti la nak perhatian ngan sepenoh-penohnye. alaa.. guys pon centu gak. jgn ckp pompuan je.. kite same tp xserupe.

bi keje skang. keje teruk jugak la dia skang. start 7.30am, balik umah slalu kul 11pm. perghh.. penat tuh. keje plak bukan keje cam aku, duk opis, aircond. tempat keje dia tengah panas. nu kat kerteh. so acceptable la reason dia x dpt nak kol aku. balik keje da la lewat. letih. sampai umah cari katil je. hurm.. sian la plak...

smlm aku msg dia bgtau nak pi kl ari ni. plan nak bgtau ari ni rase mcm unreasonable plak. tu pun nasib baik xkena marah sbb lambat bgtau.. i should be more understanding. mane le aku tau centu situation dia. i'm sorry.. hurm.. eheheh.. bi slalu kate "sori² naik lari la" bile aku mintak maaf.. :) lindu bi.

sooOo.. mlm ni bertolak pi kl.. hiii x menarik nye... da la tu. sampai kl sure kul 4 5 pagi. then what? nak lepak Putra sampai pg konfom seksa abih ar. ngantuk lagi. penat agi. da la tu, terkebil² sorang diri lak tu. hih.. pepagi bute tu bukan selamat. skang ni memacam citer dengar. rogol situ rogol sini.. rompak samun. hii nauzubillah... nak tunggu sampai kul 7 baru amik train to wangsa maju?? terseksa la daku sorang diri kat bus station tuh. hurm.. lom ade solution nih.. soh kwn mai amik? hurm... caner nih ek... penin penin..

layan lagu sat.. besh besh..

i'm not a perfect person
as many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt you
it's something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why i need you to hear

i've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

the reason by hoobastank

the lyric is about me.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

..:[ color me blind ]:..

colorgenics mood analysis
http://www.colorgenics.com/

my result:

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.

dis is soooOOoo true loh!

..:[ aku da x waras ]:..

2nd Sept ni family day kompeni tompat den koje, at pangkor island. i'm not axcited bout the event. i dont feel like to join it. kak atie ask me to (actually, more sounded like paksa pegi) and i got no reason to refuse. lgpon aku pikir, malas nak buat hal. kena ban teros karang aku jugak yg susah..

bertolak ke KL dr kemaman 30th Aug, mlm. means, mlm esok la. by bus. pastu KL ke pangkor, 1st Sept. also by bus. sebenarnye.. aku mcm x sedap ati nak pegi. i dont wanna go. bi pon lom tau agi bile aku bertolak. mcm malas nak kol dia...

besok je la bgtau dia..

mesti boring gile sat gi pi sane.. da la aku sorang jek. aku x bawak family aku. dorang cakap, da penuh. so.. menghitung jam je la skang ni..

naper aku x sedap ati ni...?

ketidakwarasan padaku
membuat bayangmu slalu ada
menentramkan malamku
mendamaikan tidurku
ketidakwarasan padaku
membuat hidupku lebih tenang
aku takkan sadari
bahwa kau tak lagi di sini

aku mulai nyaman
berbicara pada dinding kamar
aku takkan tenang
saat sehatku datang

ketidakwarasan padaku
slimut tebal hati rapuhku
berkah atau kutukan
namamu yang ku sebut

aku mulai nyaman
berbicara pada dinding kamar
aku takkan tenang
saat sehatku datang

suara hati takkan mati
jika jiwa terus menari dan bermimpi

ketidakwarasan by SO7

Saturday, August 28, 2004

..:[ endlessly ]:..

conversation with my housemates dis morning

k: wei madah, mung dok balik kg ke?
i: dok
k: mung duk umah sorang jek? xtakut ke tido sengsorang memalam?
i: takut ape? brader ensem umah depan ni kan ade leh tolong aku.. (sengih)
a: byk la! laki orang tuh..
i: hehe.. dulik ape (tarik selimut)
k: bangun la! tengah ari membuta agi!
i: korang tu pi keje la. kaco aku je. hish
a: dok dating ngan abe cayang ke smlm?
i: .... (terkebil²)
a: elelele madah, dating ar tu (sengih)
i: manede dating
k: xkan xdating kot. da tu wiken mung wat mende duk umah?
i: bertapa
a: ahaha! yo lah
k: wei madah, aku nengok mu ni jarang je dating. bukan jauh pon. dia bz eh?
i: erm.. a ah (boring)
a: tepon pon jarang je bunyi.. mung ade poblem ke?
i: ok je
k: wei! mucong je mulut. ok ke mu ni
i: hiii... ok la! ngantuk nih! korang ni bising no! (sengih)
k: kol la dia ajok kuo..
i: erm.. ok (sebu)

terbantut selara aku nak sambung tido.
another boring conversation i have... endlessly..

There's part in me you'll never know
The only thing I'll never show

Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see it's trying to speak
Cherished dreams forever asleep

endlessly by muse

Thursday, August 26, 2004

..:[ love dont need a reason ]:..

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you.. I love u..
Lady: You can't even tell me the reason. how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.. it's about u..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became a vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Dearest,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.. Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need a reason? No! Therefore, I still love you... And love doesn't need a reason..

Lots of Love,
Me

------
hurm... this has tought me something..

bi... mane bi ilang?? lindu la...

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

..:[ my element is water ]:..

You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at most times but like Wind, you're scary when you're mad. You proabaly have a talent is singing and even your speaking voice is lovely. You have an innocent type of beauty that makes you look younger than you are and you like close relationships with people.

What's Your Element Girls?
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my Qs:

1. am i too scary when i'm mad?? not sure bout that.. got to ask people around me for opinions :P~

2. my speaking voice is lovely?? duh!

3. am look younger than i am?? duh again.. i dont think so...

..:[ rational selfishness ]:..

Selfish individuals give to charity--if and when they choose. A selfish person is not "stingy." He simply values the use of his own judgment in making decisions about how to spend his money, and when to give it away.

Most of us assume that some selfishness is healthy, but "too much" selfishness will lead to loneliness and despair. This idea rests on an incorrect definition of selfishness. Selfishness means acting in one's rational self-interest. By " rational" I mean that one can logically prove that an action is in one's self-interest--in the long run as well as the short run.

In a rational society, selfishness is encouraged. A rational society is one where individuals are left free to pursue their self-interest. In the process, everyone benefits. Rational selfishness means acting in your self-interest--and accepting responsibility for determining what truly serves your long-term interest. It is a nice alternative to a life filled with duty, drudgery and disillusionment.

We live in a world which does not even recognize the option of rational selfishness. We are taught, from childhood, that we must be either self-sacrificing or thoughtlessly "selfish."

I maintain that this is a false alternative. Rational selfishness, if practiced consistently, is the means of living both a moral and psychologically healthy life. If you choose to recognize this alternative, such a life can be yours. "

About the Author: Dr. Michael Hurd is a psychologist, psychotherapist and author of Effective Therapy (New York: Dunhill, 1997) and Grow Up America! Visit his website at: www.DrHurd.com.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

..:[ is it really hard to live? ]:..

surf and surf and surf, then i found this weblog; qistinagirl2.

really-really interesting, and i called her a mysterious owner. all day i’ve been reading her postings (nothing else to do). i guess she 38 now. there is no name (erm.. her name is Anie but i'm not sure, yet), and there is no way to contact her. even i cant write comments to her postings. she started posting since january this year. her husband passed away last year and she write everything she got in her mind, her feeling towards everythings around her.. life is never easy.. cant imagine myself at 38. ape aku buat time tu? how do i look? would i change? sure, i’ll look older. i mean the way i think. will i ‘look’ at things around me differently? can i stand all the harshness and the hardness just to have a simple gud life? is it really hard to live?

these few months, i have learned a bit taste of life, to live independently, to stand on my own 2 feet (well, i guess not really.. i still need somebody to support me, mentally and physically). i guess what i’ve been through is just 1/1000. how can people stand all the pressure of living and live till the age of 60???

i just cant imagine.. really hard to imagine...

..:[ should i stay or should i go ]:..

after givin some thought -- may be i should find another job. more thoughts -- it's not that bad if i stay, things could change. and i dont know for sure whether the new place is better then where i work now, it could be worse.. avoiding problems that i faced now wont do any good. besides, there is nowhere to run! so the solution?? arrggh! juz a tot of my job gimme headache! i should further my study. better chances if I have a degree but.. so damn complicated to explain..

by the way, suddently while writing this post i'm sang this song.. i want to share with u guys. i love it.

Should I Stay Or Should I Go
by The Clash
The COmbat ROck Album

Darling you got to let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
If you say that you are mine
I'll be here 'til the end of time
So you got to let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

It's always tease, tease, tease
You're happy when I'm on my knees
One day is fine the next is black
So if you want me off your back
Well come on and let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An' if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know...

This indecision's bugging me (Indecisión me molesta)
If you don't want me, set me free (Si no me quieres, líbrame)
Exactly who'm I'm supposed to be (Dígame qué tengo ser)
Don't you know which clothes even fit me? (¿Sabes que ropa me queda?)
Come on and let me know (Venga, que me tienes que decir)
Should I cool it or should I blow? (¿Me debo ir o quedarme?)

Should I stay or should I go now? (¿Yo me enfrío o lo soplo?)
If I go there will be trouble (Si me voy va ver peligro)
And if I stay it will be double (Si me quedo es doble)
So you gotta let me know (Me tienes que decir)
Should I cool it or should I blow? (¿Me debo ir o quedarme?)
Should I stay or should I go?

Monday, August 23, 2004

..:[ bad news from usin ]:..

yesterday i read from Jali's blog and got a bad news. Usin's mother has passed away, 19 August, 4 days ago.. innalillah... dari Dia kite datang, kepada Dia kite kembali..

Usin must be really sad rite now. i tried to call him but didnt get him. dia off HP.. hope dat he is OK. i really want to talk to him but i cant reach him. apepon aku faham, dia tengah sedey skang, mesti xnak ade gangguan. let him relex first..

to all who read this post, let us alms Usin's mother al-fatihah..

Sunday, August 22, 2004

..:[ setiap wanita itu cantik ]:..

Cantiknya wanita..

Allah berfirman:

"Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan."

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya."

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh."

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu."

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan."

"Kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya.Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya, tempat dimana cinta itu ada."

Setiap Wanita itu Cantik.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

..:[ tragedi 19 haribulan (toing!) ]:..

adeh.. nak dijadikan citer. ari ni lambat plak dtg opis. hii... sampai opis kul 10 seh! boss aku da tarik moncong sampai da boleh ikat. dia da lewat nak ke kerteh pagi ni. kena tunggu aku sampai dulu baru leh pegi. bukan sengaja. sesangat la x sengaja.. sori sangat².. al musibah x dapet nak di elak. sebelom ni x pernah sekali pon aku lewat. ari ni leh plak lewat. da la tu, wrong timing seh! semalam ade 5 org staff dr HQ KL sampai mai. dorang sure la pandang serong kat aku. mesti ingat aku bad-attitude worker.. adeh.. lagi aku nak buat baik, lagi buruk plak dorang nampak.... :( ari tu da pernah skali tragedi ngan dorang² sumer ni. mase tu da cukup buruk da agaknye aku kat mate dorang. ari ni leh plak jadi camni.. cobaan... sabar je lah madah.. ade la tu hikmah.. sabar je.. :(

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

..:[ spec baru ]:..

how do i look with my new spectacles?? hu hu hu.. posing tangkap sendiri tuh.. :P~

Monday, August 16, 2004

..:[ apitt is getting better ]:..

pepagi kul 8.30 pg aku kol apitt. saje kol awal takut lak karang byk keje terlupe plak nak kol. so aku bantai kol je dia pepagi. borak la ngan dia. dia da ok sikit. ade kat umah dia nu kat beranang. ari tu dia operate buang appendik. luke operate tu lom sembuh sepenuhnye so susah sikit dia nak gerak kemane². risau gak aku bile tau dia sakit ari tu. xpernah2 dia sakit, alih² tros masuk hospital. tp alhamdulillah. he is getting better.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

..:[ pirOt aka pirOL ]:..

pirol or name betot dia shafirul, ni skool mate aku, SMKSS. mlm td aku jumpe dia. janji jumpe kat restoran Kak Zah. dia ngan kwn dia, Jusoh and aku ngan hOusemate aku, Su. huhu.. dulu mase form 4 & 5 dia classmate mary, SK3. aku SK1. so secare tunggang tebaliknye aku jd baik ngan dia sbb dia baik ngan mary. and dia ni jenih friendly ngan sumer org. asyik senyummmm manjang. ceria jek. mlm td pon duk gelak jek sampai naik kejang muka aku. never see him again after skool 5 years ago. kalo jumpe pon kalo x silap aku skali kat pekan KT, tu pon secara x sengaja. muke da berubah sikit, biase la da tua da bleh jd ayah orang.. heheheh.. dulu cinonet jek dia tu. comel jek, tambah ngan ceria pelik dia tuh mmg terserlah la kecomelan. satu je, sampai skang maintain je kurus.

ari tu memula dia nak kontek aku, dia sms aku menyamar jd KHAI! huahuahua! khai tuh! ceh.. tah pape name xseswai lah! :P aku ingat sape la khai ni sesat duk menggatal sms itu ini. siap ckp jumpe no fon aku kat public nu kat kontan! tp pelik sbb khai ni tau every details pasal aku. kg aku, fullname aku. rupe² dia! hii.. mmg aku tak expect dia. aku bajet org lain. bile tau jek haa nasib ar kena sembur ngan aku.. ahahha.. terkebil² member :) tp mmg bes ar borak. ade2 jek nak diborakkan. dia skang amik kursus ape tah kat Kijal. dekat. tu pasal senang dia nak mai tempat aku. xde la jauh sgt.

Monday, August 09, 2004

..:[ apitt sakit... ]:..

ari ni aku dpt tau my best fren from college jatuh sakit. jali bagitau dia start sakit perot lepas kenduri kawen Cik Liya or now known as Pn Liya sabtu lepas. mula² dorang suspek apitt sakit perot lapar jek, pastu melarat² plak sakit dia. terus masuk hospital dan kena masuk wad. pagi td jali kate dia operate buang appendiks.. gosh.. terok nyeh. xsangka plak dia boleh sakit teruk centu.. slame ni dia nampak ok je.

sembuhkanlah apitt cepat².. amin..

Saturday, August 07, 2004

..:[ to cherating ]:..

cherating.. angin, ombak kuat giler. macam nak terbang jek. nasib baik aku skang terlebih berat (gemok le), kalo tak kena tiup dek angin kuat tuh.

see! gemok nyeh aku disisi bi.. xpe.. nanti aku diet. x sememeh jek aku time tuh. ye la, terkemut² muke aku tahan angin sepoi² taufan tuh. rambut pon da mengerbang semacam.. kesimpulan, aku mmg hodoh. ni la satu² nye pic aku ngan bi. punye susah dia ni nak amik gambo. kalah artis. huhuhu.. cayang bi!

* editted note:
bi kate dia segan muke dia kat blog aku ni so aku edit le jd centu. dia soh aku buang teros tp nasib le.. aku xnak buang. - 10 Aug 04

Friday, August 06, 2004

..:[ :D bi ]:..

aku ngan bi skang!! hahahaha jgn jeles...

:) every moments with him is the best ever... sayang sangat dia..

waaaa jiwang nyeh!

..:[ i am stayin ]:..

my boss sms and told me i'll stay workin in Kemaman. alhamdulillah.. berkat sabar finally i'm through them all. :) suke nyeh.. thanx to everyone who supports me. thanx a lot.

Monday, August 02, 2004

..:[ my younger sis funny faces ]:..

funny tak?? akakakakkaka! ni la wajah2 kiut adik aku time sedey.. everytime i look at her face, feelin like to guling2 on the floor jek!!! ahahahah comel gile muke! oloh angoh.. apesal sedey ngat tuh... jgn sedey2.. meh alon ciom meh... :P~ mase msg kat shoutbox mesti muke sedey camni kan kan kan?? hahahhahahaha... comel nyeh!!!

Sunday, August 01, 2004

..:[ frenship day ]:..

epi frenship day!! almost forgot bout this day.. :)

my best wishes goes to: bi, pijoh, mary, fara dee, wahida, nad, kokmeh, intan, leli, e.d, shareena, jali, apit, yani, ajib, citi, kachoo, dayah, rod, haikal, karl, rafi, ijan lembik, azry, erryn, nasir, tokmoh, jai, froz, ben, arul, bajau, fiq, deq cha, atoq, radzi, syar, rudi, san, youshaa, shima, tiong toing, usin, izwan, firy, aya, sue, kasma, atie, ayue, helly, kay, yumi, leman, sinan, muklan, izan, shid, abg shah, abg kamal, abg mujib, abg fazli, abg mi, kak salina, kak elin, dan sesiape aje yg mengenali dirikuuuu (eceh.. cam wishes lam radio plak)..

adeh.. penat aku nak ingat sumer.... pada yg tak tertulih kek atas.. mintak maap la.. aku xlupe korang, hope korang pon xlupe aku... :)

..:[ cam keling ]:..

i'll stay here.. dat's my final decision. xnak ar gi KL. watever action they want to take, i'll take my chances. dorang kasi aku 2 options, transfer KL or i'll be fired. darn it! dorang ade kuase ingat sesuke ati nak buat aku ape2?? aku xheran la nak fired aku pon. kalo aku nak keje KL, baik aku xyah tukar keje kat cheras ari tu. duk je sane tros. da elok2 aku duk sini, nak pakse2 aku balik sane. cam keling. ingat ape??? hiii... marah nye....

ala.. aku tau.. dorang mmg tunggu time2 camni. they dont want me to stay here coz afraid i'm havin affair wit my boss. buta ka?? xde selera la aku ngan boss aku tuh. cam abah aku jek tau! aku bukan nak affair ngan dia. aku nak affair ngan anak dia la! (hehe.. hanye aku yg tau maksud dia.. :P ) panjang citer nyeh nak diciterkan kat sini. lagi pon wat ape nak heboh2 mende personal sgt kan.. aku sorang tau da la.. hehe..

watever pon, aku xnak cepat melatah. kalo aku kena buang keje pon. aku percaya, ade lagi peluang aku kat luar sane. kalo ade rejeki aku kat sini, may be i'll stay here longer. if not, i'll find another. that's all, rite..? :)

harta paling mengagumkan; SABAR
kawan paling akrab; AMAL
pengawal paling waspada; DIAM
bahasa paling manis; SENYUM
dan ibadah paling indah; KHUSYUK

This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her.. when she smiles.. How many days in the year she woke up with hope. But she only found tears. And I can be so insincere. Making her promises never for real. As long as she stands there waiting. Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes. How many days disapear. You look in the mirror so how do you choose. And your clothes never wear as well the next day. And your hair never falls in quite the same way. You never seem to run out of things to say. How many lovers would stay. Just to put up with this shit day after day. How do we wind up this way. Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say. As long as we stand here waiting. Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose. How do we get there today. If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes.. When she smiles.....

..: mY bUTt :..

+ my new blog...
+ maafkan aku wahai teman dan keluarga......
+ Adya Shuhada...
+ after few years........
+ HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY AINA!!!...
+ aina dan tangan...
+ kristal mosque! here we come!...
+ my freshly bathed aina ^_^...
+ beauty queen...
+ unspeakable...

layout blog aku ni sejak 2004 tak tuko², so mintak maaf la.. aku malas lg nak layan coding sume.. sabo je la ye.. :P